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    His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.

    Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.

    Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Alphas aren't supposed to want other Alphas.

    For Shane Hollander, that unspoken societal rule doesn't ring true. It's fine, though. He has everything under control, and the people around him are none the wiser.

    Unfortunately, he never counted on Ilya Rozanov seeing right through him.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “He’ll never forget anything about their first night. Or any night he shared with Ilya. Every detail has been etched into him. Without them, he wouldn’t recognize himself. Without them he was blank.

    Stop thinking about Rozanov. Fuck.

    He seeks new memories. New… etches.

    So when future archeologists dig up his bones they won’t read them like a love letter to Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane knows it’s risky.

    But he doesn’t know that tonight he won’t be etched, he’ll be broken.”

    When Shane hooks up with a stranger after a game, he thinks the worst that could happen is getting outed. He is wrong. What was meant to be a night to forget all about Ilya Rozanov, becomes a night when he needs him most.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Shane inhales the fresh, bitter air, takes in the silence in the cemetery and the ominous sound of the bells signaling the half hour. “I would have loved her too.”

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    Russia, February 2021. After deciding they are getting married in summer, Shane proposes to accompany Ilya in a last trip to Moscow to get much needed closure. Hand in hand they navigate old friends, memories, and family, until the trip ends up being way more than expected for both of them.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    What the league had once thought was the peak of Rozanov’s savagery was child's play compared to his demeanour playing alongside his husband. Hockey players are never well-known for their smarts, but it doesn’t take a biology professor to know what happens when a rabid, wild animal senses their mate in any danger. He had transformed from an untamed mutt into a certified blood thirsty machine, fiercely protective, and just as fiercely obedient. Whatever Shane said, Ilya did; whatever Shane wanted, he got, courtesy of Ilya.

    He now skated like a weapon on a leash, only fighting when he was allowed to; a beast for only his hire.

    AKA: Shane Hollander walks Ilya Rozanov like a dog, and the one time he let his beast loose against his previous team.

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    25 Jan 2026