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(Webseries era; an irritated and inquisitive Jay decides to finally exercise the authority he’s always known he has over Matt. He kicks him around on the floor a bit and Matt cums in his pants. The end.)
Matt did well with instruction back then, not just dares and challenges. He was a surprisingly good student. Jay always copied off of him. But when they tossed their caps up on graduation day and no roadmap fell back down into their hands, both stagnated. Matt’s world stayed small, but it was all he needed. Now they were like two fleas running laps on the head of a pin, forever and a day, but would either of them really have it any other way?
Jay dissolves his miserable daydream with a shake of his head, longing to return to his work at the piano keys. But there’s Matt, on his knees, in seeming supplication for another command.
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14 May 2026
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the current of your dare by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
12 May 2026
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They stay on the roof until it’s dark, passing a bottle back and forth and sucking up the warm air until it runs cold. They turn through the book like it’s an ancient tome, touch their fingers against scribbled names in pencil until they smudge. Staining their fingers with something almost holy. Matt imagines a sort of sacred ritual: they cut their palms, press them flat to the pages, and then the sky opens up and angels sing their praises to the booking agents of venues all over town. Nirvana the Band will play the Rivoli, and here is the proof, written in blood, right next to Vince Valence’s chickenscratch.
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Matt and Jay have the booking book. They celebrate. (Naturally.)
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12 May 2026
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i want catharsis, no, i want love by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
10 May 2026
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Matt has been dyking out her whole life, basically. It’s not exactly a secret. It’s on Jay that she hasn’t been able to see it, hasn’t been able to understand what’s right in front of her, loud and open.
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10 May 2026
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shock, shift and shake off by onthecrescentofthehill
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
04 May 2026
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“My mind is a black box, even to myself.” He shrugs.
“You’d tell me though, if something was super fucked up?” Jay says, letting go of him.
“You know me, man. If something was even a little fucked up, you think I’d shut up about it?”
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Matt comes to a realization, makes a plan, and Jay doesn't really notice at first.Bookmarked by cttylnd
10 May 2026
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chained to the heaven i like by Estrella3791
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
06 May 2026
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"I could…" Matt licks her lips and Jay's eyes drop to track the movement, sending flashes of heat to Matt's belly. "I could do it. If you wanted."
"You don't know how to go down on a woman," says Jay, sounding almost as breathless as Matt feels at the proposition.
"I can figure it out," Matt retorts indignantly. "It's not rocket science."
"Prove it," says Jay, but her voice is faint and her chest is heaving and she's looking at Matt with the kind of eyes that Matt has never dared even to imagine.
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Webseries Era Matt and Jay have lesbian sex and then it all goes to hell.
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07 May 2026