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    Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.

    The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.

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    @OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.

    @OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm in Galetta, On

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    03 Feb 2026

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    When a brutal on-ice accident nearly claims Shane's life in front of 20,000 fans, Ilya's carefully guarded world shatters. He can't hold Shane's hand in the ambulance. Can't claim his as family in the hospital. The fear of losing the man he loves forces Ilya to make a choice. Keep hiding, or risk everything?

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    03 Feb 2026

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    All Shane wanted was a peaceful two weeks with Ilya. Yet somehow once again the universe is against them.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    (Not a great summary, but here is an Angsty story for you)

    Takes place during the long game after their fight.

    Shane doesn’t keep driving home, Ilya is his home. He’d always choose Ilya and he has to make sure Ilya knows that.

    Ilya turns off his phone not wanting to talk when Shane calls him. He regrets that later

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    02 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 56

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    Ilya says I’m coming to the cottage but Shane never makes it there.

    A catastrophic brain bleed leaves doctors with no choice but to put him in an induced coma. While Ilya crosses countries to sit at his bedside, a stranger to Shane’s parents and the only one who knows what they mean to each other.

    Lost inside his own mind, Shane waits in Room 1410, Ilya said he would knock, 9pm.

    And Shane is still waiting.

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    02 Feb 2026