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    30 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    “Their souls are all mixed up! Right now, this is Ikaruga, and that’s Cuilang,” Mokoshiro said.

    Ikaruga looked helplessly at Subaru. “It’s true,” he said. “I didn’t know. I knew he always felt different, but I didn’t want to pry… I only meant to utilize my art to borrow my katashiro as a body to seek out the enemy, not—I didn’t know Cuilang is a doll.” He paused. It was getting hard to think through the haze of panic. “Please help him, he—suffering from shock. Immediate care required. Move patient somewhere sheltered, safe, and warm. I—why did I say-say-say-say—ERROR.”

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    13 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    “Feel that?” Kaguya asked, trying to keep her voice steady as possible. “I’m breathing. I need you to breath with me, okay?”

    Cuilang looked at her with wide eyes. She had no idea if he’d heard her.

    “I’m—I’m going to count to three. I need you to breathe until I finish counting. Like this,” at that she took one slow deliberate breath, counting, “One, two, three.”

    Cuilang drew in one long shaky breath and exhaled as Kaguya directed him. Then again. And again. Until his desperate, ragged breaths smoothed into something resembling a normal breathing rate. Kaguya rubbed one hand in what she hoped were soothing circles against his arm.

    As he calmed down, he buried his face in the crook of her neck. She could feel tears, hot and wet against her bare skin. Minutes passed, silence broken only by the occasional rattling breath. Kaguya let his hand fall from her chest so she could wrap him in both her arms. Soft, real, red hair tickled her nose. Now, as the fear began to subside, the situation was beginning to sink in.

    Cuilang was human.

    In which Cuilang makes a deal to get his wish. What could go wrong?

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    13 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    01 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    Nothing here is meant to fit. Their love, their marriage, their family — each of these things consist of parts made for a different machine; one less faulty than Cuilang. Despite this, under Subaru’s hands, everything clicks gently into place. This life shouldn’t run smoothly. Yet it does, because of him.

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    Cuilang warned Subaru from the beginning that they couldn’t grow old together. As his body ceases to function part by part, he says a slow goodbye to everything he has learned to love.

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    18 Jul 2025