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  1. Rec 75

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    Carol finds it in the third week of living alone with an unhived Zosia: a New York Times article, “To Fall In Love With Anyone, Do This.” An intimacy experiment involving thirty-six increasingly personal questions and, at the end of it, four uninterrupted minutes of eye contact, which sounds fake and humiliating and somehow still not bad enough to stop her.

    Carol, obviously, prints it out.

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    21 Apr 2026

  2. Rec 27

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    Carol and Helen try breaking up. They aren't very good at it.

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    20 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    Two times Carol almost proposes to Helen. One time she actually does.

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    Carol Sturka is capable of writing four bestselling novels but incapable of asking one simple question.

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    20 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Helen and Carol and the loss of what could have been.

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    20 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    Andy will be the first person to admit she's jealous of Nicky sometimes. Nicky has known loss, of course, but he's had a pretty charmed life so far, having her and Quynh and Joe (and still having Joe) on this journey with him. Andy would live with that jealousy tenfold, though, if it meant never having to live through this again. She would rather be jealous of how easy Nicky has had it for the rest of her days than have her last remaining family member be kidnapped and tortured and have herself be powerless to stop it.

    (Inspired by a prompt on the kink meme that wanted an AU where Nicky is Andy’s younger, biological brother)

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    14 Mar 2026