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  1. Public Bookmark 59

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    Ilya finds his energy depleted from constantly giving and never receiving a shred of grateful praise. For once, he doesn’t want to make any more decisions. Hoping to release some of that tension, he asks Shane to take control one night.

    Surprisingly, it goes better than he expected.

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    23 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    What if Ilya never requested to share the commercial with Shane?

    OR: Ilya and Shane hook up for the first time after the 2014 Las Vegas Awards and realize that their rivalry is actually non-existent

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    20 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    Shane's shoulders slumped, no longer able to bear the weight crushing him. "Fuck, Ilya. I can't…I just don't understand. I don't feel right. I feel like a puzzle piece that got mixed in with the wrong batch. I love this team, I do, but it doesn't feel like my team. Really, I feel fucking useless," Shane confessed.

    The weight of the words finally came crashing down. Shane felt an all consuming relief wash over him, something he hadn't felt since he told Ilya he loved him all those years ago. He wanted to feel guilty, really he did, but it wouldn't land. He knew Ilya had made this move years ago, struggling to fit into a role that wasn't shaped for him but he did it in the name of love. But Shane wasn't wired that way—he needed to feel his purpose satisfied. Was that only through hockey?

    or: Shane struggles with feeling important. Ilya shows him just how important he is.

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    20 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    "Do you… Do you want to know how it feels?" Shane asked carefully, not sure if he’d understood correctly. If Ilya was really asking him to... After a few long seconds of silence, Ilya nodded slightly. He looked almost shy, and it was enough to tell Shane that he hadn’t misunderstood. Holy shit.

    Or: Ilya feels like he’s drowning in his feelings, and Shane lends a helping hand. It leads to beautiful discoveries.

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    12 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 35

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    “Mm, strict as hell. You know I like it,” Hudson muses, shamelessly letting his gaze fall on Connor’s lips. He wants to kiss him so bad, but he can’t. Not just yet, anyway. But it’s fine, because even if Connor is talking all big, there’s no chance he could actually resist him. Especially when Hudson would drop his secret weapon he’s been carrying all night.

    Or: Hudson wears lace panties.

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    12 May 2026