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I cannot be him, but I can be me (is that enough?) by ira_writes
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
09 Jul 2025
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And despite that... Kaveh is… “Lovesick?”
Kaveh’s hands move to cover his face, palms muffling his words as he mutters, “It’s—not quite like that.”
“Well, the ‘sick’ aspect is accurate, at least.”
“No shit,” Kaveh snorts. “The ‘love’ component, though—it’s, uh—”
“You’re not in love?”
He coughs. “The greenhouse in my lungs begs to differ. I—it’s more that my body is mourning a love it knows can’t ever be requited.”
For all the negative feelings Alhaitham’s encountered over the past twelve hours, the sensation that creeps through him now is…
Unfamiliar.
Unknowable.
Despite all the languages he’s fluent in, Alhaitham is unable to conjure a word or phrase with which he can immediately label it. He just knows that whatever this feeling is, it’s unbelievably unpleasant. Like his body is stationary, yet his internal organs are plummeting into the Abyss.
“You love someone who doesn’t love you back?” he asks after a moment.
Kaveh has Hanahaki. That much is known. But who he loves, and whether Alhaitham will be able to save him, is up in the air.
(Haikavah vs. Hanahaki vs. A/B/O dynamics)
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15 Feb 2026
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turn my back into your tapestry by Nymphelia for nevergreenvale
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
06 May 2024
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How humiliating, really, to be discussing this with someone Kaveh would be hard pressed to admit held a candle for. Not only was he admitting to being driven fruitlessly mad by his instincts quarterly, but he was also revealing that he was painfully single and without any prospects. It also felt uncomfortable to discuss this with Alhaitham, who had never expressed interest in this kind of stuff in the years Kaveh had known him. While Kaveh hadn’t had any experience of the sort either, he’d at least had his share of schoolyard crushes, fleeting things, until—
“I can help.”
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Kaveh has a rare genetic disorder in which even though he is a male of his species, he experiences heats. He finds help in an unlikely source.- Language:
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29 Jan 2026
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“Oh, Haitham,” he murmured, coyly. “I didn’t know you were such a pervert."
Alhaitham’s breath hitched in his throat, and although he had never blushed in his life, a brazen heat took over his cheeks. “I’m sorry,” he repeated.
“Don’t worry, you can make it up to me,” Kaveh muttered, trailing a finger against Alhaitham’s thigh. His erection visibly twitched and he held back a gasp at the unexpected touch.
“You… want me to?”
Kaveh laughed, groping Alhaitham’s chest firmly. “So… you get off from me yelling at you?”
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27 Jan 2026
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Aventurine and Ratio have to pretend to be married during a mission but Aventurine desperately wants it to be real. Perhaps, too desperately.
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22 Jan 2026
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Come (to Life) For Me by kittykatara for Corykitty3
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
12 Apr 2025
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Kaveh gets hit by a ley line disorder with an odd cure; it requires not only intimacy, but satisfactory intimacy. Unfortunately for Kaveh, that's not easy to come by.
Alhaitham blinked, clenching his fist tightly beneath the table to keep the tension from bleeding into his expression. “So what's the problem?”
A few moments of silence passed. “Nobody's ever been able to satisfy me,” Kaveh finally whispered.
“So what’s the problem?” Alhaitham asked again.
“Don’t trivialize it,” Kaveh snapped, a flicker of annoyance crossing his face. “It's probably psychological, but I can't unpack all my fucking trauma and trust issues in a day - which is all the time I have before the symptoms get out of control.”
“You mean... you've never -” Alhaitham started, planning on finishing his question with ‘been intimate with anyone?’ - but Kaveh cut him off and threw his hands up in the air.
“No, nobody’s ever fucking made me come, Alhaitham. Is that clear enough for you?”
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