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It happened like this: Carmy’s energy was sapped and no one noticed or no one could notice or no one wanted to notice and like a marionette doll whose strings got cut off, he collapsed in a heap and did not, would not, could not, get up. Now, they must pick up the pieces.
OR Carmy falls into an episode of catatonic depression, and the aftermath.
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14 Apr 2025
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Home Is Where Your Teeth Sink, Love by bludaze
Fandoms: Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight (Movies)
28 Dec 2025
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Jasper never accepted the Cullen last name or their eccentric diet, but the Cullens accepted him. Their arrangement came down to one simple agreement, which kept all parties happy. Until Edward brought the human home. [Jasper/Bella]
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08 Feb 2025
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First Light by Gjy
Fandoms: Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight (Movies)
22 Feb 2024
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I grieved for my future self. Now that I felt this kind of relief flooding my body, my resolve cracked on the floor like glass, the pieces skidding under my own feet. I didn’t know how I would ever put it back together. But even more distressing, I didn’t know how I would be able to deny him. Our bond. That instinct within him and that had been growing in me infinitesimally each day I saw him, touched him, thought about him…
Because even though Emily had said theirs was triggered by a single moment, I had had a growing suspicion, no matter how much I tried to deny it, that ours was different. Gradual.
That, without even realizing it, I had stumbled into something I hadn’t meant to and was now caught in it. Like a web that fused to my own skin, indistinguishable.
And, finally, that any more than one more weekend with him would kill me, if I ever became a vampire. Would kill us. Swifter and harder and more agonizing than death at the hands of the Volturi could ever be.
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OR an Eclipse re-write with everything we love: slow burn, angst, fluff, smut, and a new take on imprinting that isn’t gross. The first few chapters pull heavily from Eclipse, but the writing after those is primarily all my own!
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- Part 1 of From Light to Dusk
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12 Jul 2024
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Bella Swan finds herself in an unwanted, toxic relationship with a vampire she would never love. Her undesired relationship with Edward Cullen takes its toll on her, and as she processes the trauma and overcomes it, she finds true love in a very unexpected place. New Moon AU, Slow burn, BellaxPaul
Also, Paul is 22 in this au! And Leah is 26!
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12 Jul 2024