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    “You’re in love with me?” Buck asks, like a laggy computer system that just finished booting up.
    “Er. Yes?” Eddie says. “I thought we established that.”
    Buck nods, once, glacially slow, and Eddie sees when the synapses of his brain snap into place.
    “... But I’m straight?”

     

    the one where it takes eddie a while to get over buck, and it takes buck even longer to figure out he doesn't want him to

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    24 Apr 2024

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    The only good pining eddie and oblivious buck fic in existence yeah i said it

  2. Public Bookmark 95

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    5 times Eddie is there when Buck regresses, and the 1 time he's there just after.
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    the gratuitous age regression fic.

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    24 Apr 2024

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    Greatest Dad Eddie and Daddy Eddie fic ever

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    buck wakes up in a world in which everything is just a bit different from normal. except for one thing: eddie and him are married. that's a lot different from normal.

     

    “That’s why I’m having so much trouble believing this isn’t a dream. This can’t be just a random day in my life,” he sighs. “You love me too much.”
    Eddie smiles, tutting at Buck. “I love you just the right amount, I think.”

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    24 Apr 2024

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    The much-needed fixit for 6A

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    it starts… well, it starts because of a whole avalanche of reasons, really. it starts because buck broke up with taylor, and spent all of 3 weeks feeling good about it before the unease crept back in about him, (even though he denies it). it starts because eddie didn’t give up on therapy, and in the painstaking amount of sessions with frank, some realizations he did not sign up for start occurring. mostly of the 'being queer' and 'being in love with buck' kind.

     

    it starts when eddie starts leaving daily fun-fact post-it notes on buck's locker. it somehow ends with them kissing.
    (season six rewrite.)

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    24 Apr 2024

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    Desperately needed this fixit for s6

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    For Buck realizing he's Bisexual in his 30s sucks. Realizing he's bi and hopelessly attracted to his straight single dad best friend? Reeaally sucks.

    Buck has some self reflection to do and some hard realizations to face. He's also trying to get better at taking care of himself. He's not great at it.

    *This fic will oscillate WILDLY between fluff, angst, smut and back again. Be warned!

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    03 Jan 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Love the smut and humour in this. So fun.