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    Before they are ready, before they are honest, before either of them has figured out how to want the other without flinching, Shane and Ilya are outed by a photograph neither of them knew existed.

    Ilya has spent his whole life being wanted for the wrong reasons and discarded for the right ones. Shane has spent his whole life believing that if he is careful enough, good enough, controlled enough, he can keep disaster from reaching the people he loves.

    Shane tries to make it safe.

    Ilya tries to make himself impossible to abandon.

    Somewhere between the lawyers, the headlines, the separate bedrooms, and the vows neither of them knows how to mean out loud, their fake marriage becomes the least fake thing in either of their lives.

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    14 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov signed his life away at 18, spending the last ten years being owned by multiple Alphas in Russia. Regardless of how softly and sweetly these Canadians talk, being owned by Shane Hollander will be no different.

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    10 May 2026

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    Five years ago, Ilya and Shane were building something fragile, pieced together from long days, small comforts, and a future they believed they still had time for. Until it ended.

    Now Ilya has climbed the ranks of the mafia, commands a region of his own, and knows better than to show weakness in rooms full of dangerous men.

    Then someone else walks in, with Shane at his side. He is polished, untouchable, and no longer Ilya’s.

    Shane says he left because it didn’t work out.

    Ilya knows he’s lying.

     

    Or: A mafia reunion fic about old debts, quiet sacrifices, dangerous men, and a love that endures, even when there is nowhere left for it to be safe.

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    09 May 2026

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    Keith makes a series of bad decisions at a party that ultimately ruin his relationship when he confesses to cheating on Lance. Too bad he doesn't realize there's another, much worse, word for what happened.

    How long will it take Lance to realize the love of his life is deteriorating rapidly before his eyes and he's been too blinded by his own grief to notice?

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    24 Apr 2026

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    “Shane, this is Anatoly Petrov and his husband—”

    “Ilya Rozanov,” Shane blurts out before he can stop himself. Shane's shocked to see him now, a ghost plucked right out of his teenage years, his pre-MHL hockey days. He's even more shocked to see the modesty collar on Rozanov.

    “Petrov,” the woman introducing them finishes weakly. “His husband, Ilya Petrov.”

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    Or: When Ilya is outed as an Omega, he's forcibly married off before he has the chance to break free and become an international hockey star. Years after the single game they played against one another, Shane and Ilya encounter each once again, and Shane helps Ilya escape the cage of his marriage.

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    18 Apr 2026