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and there's no light anywhere, and nothing left to burn by haveto_explode
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
17 Feb 2025
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Sitting in the sunbeam, eyes closed and head angled skywards, was Jon. He leaned against the wall, one leg folded upright and the other extended before him. Wrapped in a green cardigan, hem of his black T-shirt peeking out from under the collar, he looked wholly separate from the person he’d tried so hard to present himself as when he and Martin had first met. His hair was loose, and longer, a mess of tangled dark curls falling around his shoulders and chest with flyaway strands lit orange-brown by the syrupy light. The silver touching his temples and threading outwards glowed white gold.
Jon looked– not happy, not even content, really, but calm. The furrow between his brows that Martin sometimes worried was permanent had eased, giving him the appearance of someone younger. He still looked tired and older than he was, but less like he was carrying an invisible weight so large he’d forgotten it was there.
or, sticking our boys outside for the sake of their mental health
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Operation: Fuck Harrow (in the fun way) by auspicious_shipss
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
29 Aug 2025
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Gideon is convinced that if her and Harrow just said "fuck it" and banged it out, the weird tension that exists between them would finally be resolved; so, she created a totally simple, not at all convoluted, multi-step plan to seduce Harrow. It was going really well, too, until Harrow promised to make out with her if she attended their organic chemistry study group each week.
Not that Gideon was complaining about the kissing or anything. It was just now things were getting emotionally messy and their dynamic was slowly but surely developing into something complicated. And she had to read a fucking textbook.
(This is a retelling of my other fic, We Have Chemistry, from Gideon's POV. It contains enough new scenes that it should be interesting to people who have already read WHC and enough repeated scenes that those who haven't read WHC will still be able to enjoy this!)
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- Part 3 of Study Buddies with Benefits
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16 Apr 2026
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We Have Chemistry by auspicious_shipss
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
12 Jan 2024
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Harrow wants Gideon to pass organic chemistry but Gideon refuses to study. Gideon wants to make out with every gay girl on their floor but Harrow is clearly not interested in her. Can they come to an agreement that works for both of them?
Or: Harrow and Gideon make a deal that if Gideon comes to study group Harrow will make out with her. Nothing goes wrong and no emotions get involved.
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- Part 1 of Study Buddies with Benefits
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11 Apr 2026
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nocturnal scenes in red imprimatura by YuriSuzu
Fandoms: Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys - My Chemical Romance (Album), My Chemical Romance
07 Apr 2026
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On a loose night with their crew at the diner, Party Poison gets what they've yearned for—in the worst way it could've happened.
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08 Apr 2026
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ripping off each other's clothes (in a most peculiar way) by story_monger
Fandoms: Wolf 359 (Radio)
19 Dec 2017
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Minkowski doesn't like Lovelace. She really doesn't.
Except for when she does.
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05 Apr 2026
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In All Our Empty Spaces by Ephemerally_Blue
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
31 Mar 2026
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Harrow's finally found the perfect house. Sure, it's much too big and, okay, it's slowly falling apart bit by bit. But it's quiet and empty, and that's all she needs.
Except her landlord failed to mention that the house isn't empty at all.
And now she's stuck, for an entire year, sharing space with someone she never thought she'd see again. Her childhood nemesis and almost but never quite friend, Gideon Nav.
The house is big enough. They won't even have to acknowledge each other's existence, if they so choose. But that doesn't seem to stop them from running into one another in unexpected hallways or long buried feelings from coming to light.Bookmarked by haveto_explode
02 Apr 2026