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    nobody's son, nobody's daughter by

    Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime)  

    12 Mar 2026

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    There's an odd girl at the back of the throng.

    To the casual eye, she looks completely average. She wears the same soft cream and dull yellow uniform of the other girls around her. She is small and slight, and her cheeks are dotted with freckles. Among the other palace girls surrounding her, she blends in perfectly. She could be any girl from any far-flung village of Li.

    But her eyes—they are what catch his attention. They are what draw him in.

    Or: Snapshots of Jinshi and Maomao, throughout the years--of their scars, their mistakes, and a little red string that endures through it all. An exploration of love, fate, and the choices we make, told in twenty-six parts.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Fucking fic mas buena literal, no tengo palabras cada uno de los capitulos son tan meticulosamente pensados que se nota como el autor tiene un entendimiento y amor por esta serie enorme, top mejores fics literal, sin palabras

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    More Than A Sample by

    Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto - Hyuuga Natsu  

    20 Mar 2024

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    “But your ritual… losing your chastity…” his eyes searched hers. “Those are things you value dearly at the brothels, aren’t they?”

    She pulled him up to her until their lips brushed against each other. Her eyes lidded, imploring him to act. "You can have it. If you want it."

    Some time after their attempted and failed night visit, Jinshi finally works up the nerve to allow himself recreational time with Maomao.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    top tier smut

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    always, forever, running back to you by

    Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime), 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga)  

    25 Feb 2026

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    “Do you really want to know?”

    “No,” Jinshi admitted, “But I want you to say it anyway.”

    “You are indeed the son of an emperor,” Maomao started, struggling to keep her own voice even, “Just not the former one.”

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    Post LN15: After a failed assassination attempt, Maomao attempts to comfort Jinshi and ends up revealing a secret she swore to take to the grave.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    this was sooooooooooooo cuteeeee omg i love it so much, i will die for them

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    The Cold Palace by

    Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime), 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga)  

    15 Feb 2026

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    As she walked through the inner-palace at night, Maomao noticed a pavilion she had never seen before.

    It looked old. Ancient even. She had passed by this exact path dozens of times before, if not hundred. How did she not see this pavilion until now ?

    After a strange encounter inside that pavilion, Maomao is set on a path of discovery of the Inner-court's ghost of the past.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    This was sooooo cool i loved it

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    The Apothecary's Diary of A Psych Ward by

    Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga)  

    11 Jan 2026

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    “I didn’t mean to. It was just an experiment gone wrong.”

    “No,” Joka almost roared, “This is the last time.”

    “What do you mean?” Her eyes snapped back to her sister’s furious ones, “I’m a scientist, Joka. This is how I make my money.”

    “If you don’t end up killing yourself,” Joka fumed, “You’re going to end up in prison. You’re lucky the paramedics didn’t ask any questions about what they saw in your apartment. But you might not be so lucky next time.”

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    It all started as an experiment gone wrong, but instead of making a scientific breakthrough, Maomao is admitted to a psychiatric hospital. There she meets a host of characters who definitely belong there (but not her) including a very beautiful man who seems to think he's stuck in a Chinese historical drama.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Mae wow que experiencia, osea estuvo heavy en algunos momentos pero la verdad es que me lo pase muy bien, jinshi y maomao son demasiado lindos y la muestra de que sanar no es linear sino que es algo que se elige todos los dias me gusto demasiado. 10/10