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    Shane and Ilya have announced a charity and a friendship, which leads to their fandom online colliding while also making trouble. If they take it as an opportunity to join the party, well, it’s only fair… Right?

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    They make fan accounts. For each other.

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    13 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Todd Anderson is three months from seventeen when he runs away from home, certain of why he's leaving but less certain about where he's going. When he stumbles upon a diner with a kind waitress inside, he learns about a horse ranch known for taking on young runaways as ranch hands. Out of options, he tries his luck with it, and it's there he meets Neil, a bright, joyful boy with his own secrets.

    Todd resists his feelings, afraid of history repeating itself, but over the course of one fall it becomes clear that Neil might be different, and Todd's future isn't so bleak after all.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    “I worry enough just fine,” Todd snaps, irritated and guilty and confused as to why Neil keeps pushing this. His headache is getting worse. “I can take care of myself, Neil, so just—just leave it alone! I’m fine!”

    “I’m not going to—Todd, I care about you,” Neil says, letting out a disbelieving huff. “You’re acting like that’s wrong, like it’s wrong to worry.”

    There’s a beat—Todd feels like he might throw up. “Well, what if it is?” he croaks, and then his voice gets stuck in his throat. Mute, he tears his gaze away when Neil looks at him with big eyes.

    “It’s not,” Neil says softly. “You deserve—I want to. I want to care about you, Todd, let me take care of you.”

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    It’s dim inside, faint morning light coming from the barely slitted blinds.

    She sees them right away. Ilya is slumped over another man in bed, fingers combing gently through his hair while their mouths slide together. It’s a slow, sweet kiss. Not a precursor to sex. Sympathy clenches in her chest.

    Oh. She shouldn’t be watching this.

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    Svetlana finds out.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is squirming under Ilya’s hand, brows furrowed because of course he doesn’t speak Russian. He looks a little like he’s going to cry. Jesus Christ.

    “Rozanov,” Shane says.

    Ilya turns sharply, switching back to clumsy English, a hand cupping his face softly. And Shane doesn’t pull away, just looks up at him with trusting eyes.

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    Ilya Rozanov studies Shane Hollander's every move. He likes to learn. He learns Shane Hollander the way he learns systems.

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    03 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    One night, Shane sends: you ever get tired of this?

    Ilya stares at the words for a long time. Tired of what? He types, careful.

    There’s a pause. Three dots. Gone. Then: Never mind.

    Ilya doesn’t push. He lets the silence sit, heavy and deliberate. Later, he replays the question in his head like game footage.

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    Ilya's POV for I Like Jane For You

    The same mix-up leaves Ilya with someone else's boring phone for three days. It does not contain as many secrets. It does contain more Hollander, more pregnant nudies, and it comes with constant annoying updates from Hayden Pike.

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    29 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ilya looks down. This is it. “I know.” Ilya mumbles. “I’m sorry.” He means it. If he could go back three days and put a damn password on his phone, glue it to his fucking hand, he would. He would play hockey with a phone in his hand for the rest of his career. They would call him Phonanov and he would break 30 cellphones a year against other players’ faces and he would still end up in the hall of fame.