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They’re in rehearsal before their last two concerts in Kobe when it happens. It’s just one bad landing, his foot slipping where the stage is dented slightly in one place. No one else notices at first, but Seonghwa feels more than hears the sickening pop in his knee.
The pain that erupts through his body makes dark spots appear, dancing, in his field of vision. He looks around, but no one is there to catch him, so he stays upright, tears springing to his eyes.
Seonghwa and the difficult art of letting yourself be taken care of.
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02 Feb 2026
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Seonghwa looks at him with pleading eyes. “Then what is it? Because there is something that makes you choose the studio to sleep, rather than here, your own bed.”
“Seonghwa.. It’s.. it’s really nothing, can we just drop this?”
Seonghwa’s expression closes up, his jaw clenching, making Hongjoong tense up.
“Are you fucking someone?”
“What?!”
(Hongjoong has... a problem. He can't fall asleep without an orgasm. He is managing it by sleeping over at his studio, rather than the room he shares with Seonghwa, so that he can... make himself sleep.
Until one day, Seonghwa steps in, and offers to help.)
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Bookmarked by hwangziggy
29 Jan 2026
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It’s difficult to pinpoint the tipping point of a lie.
Five times the fashion world thought Hongjoong and Seonghwa were together, and one time they made it a reality.
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Bookmarked by hwangziggy
28 Jan 2026
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Hongjoong is his superior, his captain—the captain; following him wherever he goes whenever he’s asked is not an expectation but an absolute. He says jump, you ask how high. Seonghwa takes it a desperate step further: if Hongjoong guided him into Hell, he would gladly walk two paces behind him. A darker feeling boils in Seonghwa’s guts over it. Something hot and aching.
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Bookmarked by hwangziggy
21 Jan 2026
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“You’re not actually nervous, are you?” Hongjoong asks. “You’ve done makeup in worse conditions. Remember the car ride to Incheon? No staff, zero lighting, potholes every five seconds.”
“That was survival,” Seonghwa replies without looking away from the mirror. “This is presentation.”
Hongjoong raises a brow. “Presentation?”
Seonghwa dips a finger into a pot of shimmer and gently taps it to the corner of his eye. “You made something for me. I want to do it justice.”
Hongjoong’s offer to design something custom for Seonghwa slowly unravels the threads holding their friendship in place.
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14 Jan 2026
