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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    Chuuya slaps Dazai’s chest. “Why were you even releasing them anyway, alpha’s are repulsed by other alpha’s.” Dazai gives Chuuya a small smile and Chuuya yells at him again. “They’re supposed to at least!”

    “Well, the little chibi was releasing stress pheromones for some reason, and I guess I did it on instinct.”

    “I think I’m sick of instinct.”

    “Ah, but see, it’s not in your instinct to attack me.”

    “Get out of here before I rip your face off.” Dazai steps back a bit, only a little bit.

    Chuuya knew that whatever was happening to his body wasn’t normal, adding onto the millions of other things that weren’t normal about him.

    It’s just that, with Dazai, anything could happen.

    (In which Chuuya finds out that he's an alpha and Dazai decides that this wasn't going to stop him)

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    20 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    Amidst the minor commotion, Chuuya finds himself stunned by what he sees.

    To be precise, it was the sight of Dazai holding a pup.

    The pup is nestled safely in the crook of Dazai's arm, excitedly tugging at his bolotie, trying to put it in their mouth, but Dazai gently pulls it away from them, coaxing it out of their strong grip.

    He moves like a natural.

    It's not the first time Chuuya's seen Dazai handle a child, but it's the first time he really looks.

    OR: Chuuya wants a baby

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    18 Mar 2026

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    For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.

    Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?

    At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
    "What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
    "One question,"
    "And why did you miss it?"
    "I misunderstood—"
    "You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
    "No, sir."
    "Then do better."

    That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.

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    13 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 80

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    Dazai places Chuuya at the top of the kingdom’s Most Wanted List. The ‘Most Wanted’ poster says: ‘Wanted: Chibikko, Bound in Ropes or Bound in Leather’.

    “That chibi stole something very important from me last night.”
    “Ummmm… Did Chuuya-san steal your heart?”
    “He stole something more important. My virginity.”

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    09 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 70

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    Stray dogs never needs an introduction. Every single tops the charts, every concert sells out in minutes and fans scream their name everywhere they go. And yet, behind the scenes, there’s a gap no one has managed to fill: their voice

    In years, Dazai— leader ang guitarist — has turned away every vocalist who tries to join. Too weak. Too flashy. Not enough. For him, music is everything, and no one seems to understand it the way it should be.

    Until Chuuya Nakahara collided in his life. An underground rapper too raw and instinctive too be good for him. The only thing in common they seem to have is their passion for the music. In all those flaws, however, there's something that just felt right to him.

    A spark. A dissonance that demands to be heard.

    They’re incompatible, and they both know it. However, neither of them is ready to back down.

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    07 Mar 2026