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    “Is there something you want to talk about?”

    Minho puts down his chopsticks. “To check with you, maybe? I guess I just wanted to get the chance to say I’m sorry.” He admits, rubbing the back of his neck and meeting Felix’s eyes. His whole face softens when he’s being sincere, like all the tension has drained out of it, making him look younger. “I’ve always felt guilty that I never talked to you about spanking you back then. Especially since you seemed so low at the time.”

    It takes a minute for Minho’s words to compute in Felix’s brain. Then he leans forward and grabs Minho’s arm, “Minho-hyung, I asked you for that spanking!”

    In which Felix discovers Minho might be the best - only - person to help him explore the darker side of his sexuality. But how will they navigate a relationship inside Stray Kids?

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    15 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    Felix is a famous idol and member of Stray kids. After an award show, the group go out to a club, little do they know that an unknown force is taking their angel away from them.

    When Ateez's mother Seonghwa finds Felix disoriented and barely responsive, a question rises. And Minho's accusation only throws fuel to the fire

    (Apologies I'm not great with summaries)

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    15 Aug 2025

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    Felix has long held the title of Stray Kid's sunshine with little difficulty: flash a smile here, give a cuddle there, pretend that his fluster around Hyunjin isn't the fully blown crush it is.

    But when an unidentified back pain and feelings of guilt start to plague him, he finds himself under a microscope of concern from his members. As he starts to learn more about the nature of his pain, he'll have to figure out how to keep more and more of his life a secret.

    If only Felix could lie in slightest. If only his members didn't watch his every move. And if only Minho didn't have a sixth sense for trouble.

    (an Angel Felix fic ft. everyone being whipped for Felix and Felix being terrible at feelings)

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    15 Aug 2025

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    “Fuck. Lix!” Seungmin dives down, wrapping his arms around him and launching them both under the dining table. The expensive vase Hyunjin gifted him for his birthday tilts from the countertop and shatters across the tile.

    “What the hell,” Felix whispers, barely heard over the entire building shaking from left to right and up and down. He curls more into Seungmin. He tries to drown out the creaking of the walls and the sound of furniture slamming into each other. “What the fuck.”

    “It’ll die down soon.” Seungmin grits.

    And then the floor caves in.

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    15 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    "Secrets don’t stay secret forever. Especially when you live with the people you're trying to hide them from."

    Felix Lee thought he could keep it together—keep smiling, keep pretending, keep breathing through the quiet storm building inside him. But feelings don’t vanish, tension doesn’t fade, and hiding is only easy until someone starts looking.

    Between late-night games, stolen glances, whispered conversations, and mounting pressure, the dorm becomes a battleground of unspoken things and growing chaos.

    Hyunjin is catching feelings he swears he shouldn’t.
    Minho’s falling harder than he ever planned to.
    And Felix? He’s breaking—and no one sees it until it’s too late.

    Because one fight changes everything.
    One step outside turns into disappearance.
    And when Felix vanishes, the group is left unraveling—with secrets spilling faster than they can stop them.

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    23 Jul 2025