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    “I was never going to hit you, Hollander!” Ilya blurted out, eyes shining. “You make fool out of me. And worse…” he took a sharp breath, his hands finding his temple. “And worse is, you hit me.”

    The words hung between them, heavy and ugly.

    Shane’s breath caught in his throat. He wanted so badly to reach for Ilya, cling to him like an anchor.

    “I waited,” Ilya continued, voice shaking now, his control beginning to crack. “I waited for you to stop. I waited for you to look at me like you recognized me. You didn’t.”

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    Or the one where Shane fights Ilya on the ice and expects him to fight back.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Day one in the hospital and Shane Hollander already misses the freedom that he had before knowing. Confined to the bed, he can't help but lament about the way stillness feels like failure to a body that makes a living moving.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    social media is a flutter that Ilya Rozanov was a bit of a slut before coming out with Shane.

    people have some things to say!

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    Me furthering the Ilya was a good ass attentive partner even when he was just fucking around agenda. Because I want to. Because I say so.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    He reached into his pocket for his phone and fuck– he was still wearing Rozanov’s clothes. They smelt like him. He couldn’t go back inside now to get his own, that would make for even more embarrassment.

    I just need to get out of here, far away.

    He opened his phone and tried to call an Uber, but his vision was so blurry from unshed tears, he couldn't see a thing on the screen.

    What the fuck was he doing? Ilya is never going to talk to him again and he’s out here on the ground having a fucking panic attack.

    Or, what if when Shane leaves Ilya on the couch, he only makes it past the front door before breaking down?

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    24 Feb 2026

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    It hits her then, how well Ilya must know her son. That he gets Shane and supports him. It can’t have been an easy thing, walking into what could have been the lion’s den after getting caught by his boyfriend’s father. He did it anyway – for Shane. His love for Shane is written all over his face.

    Since their rookie year.

    Shane has had this, Ilya – though she tries not to think too hard about the details – for nine years!

    She and David have been so worried that Shane might be lonely. He’s always found it difficult to connect with people, didn’t have a lot of friends as a kid.

    He’s not lonely though; he has Ilya. For that, she thinks she might love Ilya, just a little.

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    5 times Yuna loves Ilya, and one time she tells Shane why

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    an ode to love, and Yuna Hollander

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    24 Feb 2026