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Hongjoong is overworked. A what-if that could lead to a larger happenstance. Maybe in Milan. Maybe in Paris.
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It's here for Jisung.
He becomes convinced of this in the small hours of the morning, when he lies awake and feels it watching from its corner, feels the weight of its attention like fingers pressed against his forehead. It knows him. Knows the specific frequency of his pain, the particular flavour of his grief. Tracks him the way a compass tracks north, drawn by something fundamental and inescapable.
Jisung doesn't know if it wants to comfort him or consume him.
And maybe it doesn't know either.
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17 Feb 2026
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The last thing Jisung said aloud was Minho's name.
Whispered, raw, and frayed at the edges like torn cloth—Minho—and then silence descended like snow, muffling everything that came after.
That was months ago.
And the birds haven't sung since.
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16 Feb 2026
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If there's one thing Chan can't go against, that's his member's nature.
Felix's especially.
If Felix told him to jump off a bridge, he'd jump. And if Felix, more benevolent, asks him to take a gift Chan shouldn't accept, he takes the damned gift.
So he takes it.
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14 Feb 2026
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He tries hard not to think of Felix.
He’s just this untouchable thing, sometimes. Like all of Chan’s hopes and dreams condensed into a ball of sunshine and bleach-blonde hair.
Felix is just the whole world, really, and Chan isn’t sure what to do with that.
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30 Jan 2026
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Vanilla pierced the air. This time, Jisung could scarcely trace any of its familiar elements. It was too bitter, overpowering in all the worst ways, and Jisung's heart plunged into his stomach. Acid ate away at the organ, but Jisung could still feel it roaring in his ears, his throat.
He gulped, and a mouthful of rancid vanilla coursed through him. Jisung's scent flared in response. A deep inquietude embedded its talons into him, submerging deep enough to rile Jisung's omega. It thrashed inside—a trapped wolf prepared to gnaw through a limb to escape.
Minho. Have to find Minho.
or five times jisung notices the shifts in minho's scent and the one time it makes him go feral
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26 Jan 2026