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“You weren’t Kris yesterday in that city, were you? And you’re not Kris now.” Despite their heaves of breath, Kris still wore the eerie dead eyed expression on their face. It was different from the one they had when they first moved to Hometown—that one, although was their default, often molded and changed into normal expressions of joy and fear, sorrow and mischief. This new face that sat in Kris’ skin was as robotic as it was uncanny, and they moved like old claymation, staggering and jerky.
“But you were Kris last night. So how do I find Kris again?”
or: Noelle is going to get her friend back, even if she has to claw it out of them.
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it began in that nebulous in-between time after their classmates started looking at them funny and before all the missing posters had been blown away or disintegrated by the rain.
or: Kris is weird about touch, but not with Susie.
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Susie stared at Noelle’s contact photo under the call time that she had never bothered to change. It was a selfie Noelle had taken at the Festival. She was in the foreground, arm fully extended as Susie leaned over to try to get in frame, although she was still cut off from the forehead up. Kris was tucked in the middle, head caught under Susie’s arm. Kris’ face was red and their ever present bangs were covering their eyes, but their mouth was slightly open like they were about to smile. Noelle’s eyes were squeezed shut in laughter, despite her being the one taking the photo. It was one of Susie’s favorite photos of the three of them. She hung up the phone.
or: Noelle and Susie and Kris learn how to live past the end of the world.
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lie down with me (stay) by itsukashima for amelialawl
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
29 Dec 2025
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Megumi licks his lips and tries to rationalise the fact that he’s staring, openly, at Yuuji. “Itadori,” he says, softer than he means to, “I think we should sleep together tonight.”
After a tiring mission, Megumi and Yuuji are faced with the aftermath of a blizzard that leaves them trapped in a remote, snowed-in cabin. With little space, not much to do, and a temporary living situation that proves to be more comfortable than they thought, they're forced to confront each other and their exposed emotions with nothing left between them.
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31 Dec 2025
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“S'not your fault that—”
“—I hurt you,” Susie finished. She chewed on the concept, the edges of her voice frantic, her throat thick. “Because you deserved it.”
“Yes.” Kris pressed her hands against their chest. They smiled in a way that failed to be reassuring. Each desperate breath shuddering through their lungs confirmed everything Susie didn't want to know. “S’fine. It’s okay.”
Kris burned like a charred pan straight out of the oven, or an oil fire stoked by liquor. Susie reeled away. “You—you were trying to set me up,” Susie accused, trying to edge words around the chasm opening in her gut. “You were trying to get me to hit you.”
Kris wants Susie to hurt them. They need her to hurt them. Susie isn't as on board with the idea as they are.
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13 Nov 2025
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Something in this space between her and Kris has shifted— an old fracture testing the tension of new bone tissue. It's just seven days. One hundred and sixty-eight hours. Really, that's no time at all, but it hasn’t been just her and Kris since they were children, back before everything went wrong. Since then, there has always been some outlying third factor: Susie, or Dess, or the SOUL, or the distance between them.
They're inches away, hands close enough that she can feel the heat radiating off their skin, and she doesn't know how to close the space.
(or: one week and five dates where noelle tries to define what she and kris are.)
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- Part 5 of heart/mind/soul
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22 Sep 2025
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Mom says, I love you. Kris thinks that’s probably true.
Mom says, Asriel will be coming home for break. He will be so happy to see you. Kris wonders if he will even know the difference, if he’ll see what their mother can’t. They’ve always been a weird kid— people have told them that their whole life, but someone should have noticed.
Someone should have noticed, right?
(or, self loathing becomes a complicated thing when you're not entirely sure who you are.)
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- Part 1 of heart/mind/soul
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20 Sep 2025
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you're just a sad song with nothing to say by cerealmilk
Fandoms: Deltarune (Video Game)
03 Sep 2025
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Noelle pushes open the sliding glass door to an ornate balcony over the backyard and is greeted by the acrid smell of cigarette smoke hitting the back of her throat.
And she’s drunk, and miserably alone, and sad enough to feel combative, so she coughs pointedly and swivels to look at the person leaning against the bannister and stops short.
(or: nothing ever really stays dead, least of all their feelings for each other.)
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20 Sep 2025