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varsity swimmer hyunjin is very straight (or so he thinks). his friends dare him to download grindr as a joke, and curiosity gets the better of him. a night with dance major felix has him questioning everything
inspired by a prompt from @HFBABYGIRLS on twitter
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felix's secret santa gift comes with a note that makes him blush. "if you were mine, i'd treat you right. can i be your new year’s kiss, felix?"
felix brushes it off as a joke, but he can't help but hope it's from a certain brunette...
little does he know, his best friend hyunjin has been in love with him for years.
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The car accident wasn't where it all started, but it is where it all started falling apart. When Felix's car is hit leaving the Fan Meet in February, it's worse than JYP let on and worse than Felix tells the other members. Relationships with those he was once closest to are already frayed, and he can't add new reasons for them to turn away from him.
Plagued by self doubt and a deep-seated fear of falling behind, Felix struggles to recover from the accident and to cover up what happened to him afterwards - when he was hurt in a way that haunts him every time he manages to fall asleep through the pain in his back. His brothers will never look at him the same if they know. They'll never call him Sunshine again. He'll never close the distance between himself and Hyunjin if they find out how broken he really is.
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08 Jan 2026
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Hyunjin hates Felix. He hates his deep versatile voice, his perfect lips, his pink hair, his tiny waist...
No. Wait. Hyunjin hates Felix's music. Why would someone with so much talent waste it in silly, bubbly pop anthems?
Hyunjin needs to get his shit together and let his prejudices behind before his ass gets kicked by a pink pop prince, apparently.
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16 Dec 2025
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i was thinkin about who you are
your delicate point of view, i
was thinking about youor: felix is infatuated with hyunjin.
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16 Nov 2025
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"Depression is a painfully slow, crashing death. Mania is the other extreme, a wild roller coaster run off its tracks" - unknown
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He didn't want to get out of bed The thought of moving, of facing the day, seemed impossible. As the realization set in, tears filled his eyes. No. Not again. He couldn't go through this again. He had been stable for so long, and now this. He bit his lip, his chest tightening with the overwhelming sense of dread. He didn't want to slip back into that darkness.
He couldn't.
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08 Nov 2025
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'Hyunjin was pissed. Because at the end of the day, Felix was his. And he was adamant on proving that.'
Or, Wooyoung from ATEEZ is obviously crushing on Felix and Hyunjin isn't too happy about that.
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- Part 1 of Play With Fire <3
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15 Jul 2025