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What are you hoping to get from your experience at Eclipse?
Jisung stared at the blank text box for a long moment, the cursor blinking expectantly. How did he even begin to answer that? How did he explain years of shame and repression and desperate, secret wanting?
Finally, he typed: I want to explore a part of myself I've always been afraid of. I want to know what it feels like to submit to someone, to give up control, to experience pain and pleasure together. I want to stop feeling broken for wanting this.
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For months, Jisung has been visiting Eclipse, a BDSM club where he's found everything he needs in a masked Dom who goes by "Bunny." But when his promotion puts him under a new boss with hauntingly familiar hands, Jisung starts to suspect his worlds are colliding in the worst (or maybe best?) possible way.Bookmarked by jessullivan
27 Feb 2026
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"The guy talking to your boyfriend. Who is he?"
Jisung follows Felix's line of sight to the bar, where Minho is chatting up the other bartender.
"Oh," Jisung says. "That's Chan-hyung! He's Lino-hyung's roommate."
"Oh…" Felix distractedly chews the straw in his soda, trying not to stare too obviously at him. "Is he new here or something? I've never seen him here before."
And Felix would definitely remember a guy like that. He's—well.
Hot, is the first word he thinks, adamantly trying to ignore the scornful voice in the back of his mind that sounds a lot like his stepfather. He swallows his guilt and tilts his head down, sneakily observing the guy from under his bangs.
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Wherein virginal Felix meets hot, older bartender Chan, and gets the opportunity to discover himself, explore his sexuality, and fall in love, all while trying to break free of his family's religious shackles.
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26 Feb 2026
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Finding Gi by Ivanabangchan
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band), Stray Kids, K-pop, Korea - Fandom
31 Jul 2025
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After the loss of their first manager the boys are struggling to keep a replacement for more than a couple weeks at a time. Apparently they're unruly and difficult to control? JYP decides to call in a specialist. Que Gi, the pint sized pitbull of a woman out to prove that the boys are not the problem and that the industry is.
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- Part 1 of Our Boys
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25 Feb 2026
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In a world with far more alphas and omegas being born every year, most people hypothesize that the dwindling betan birth rates are due to evolution removing something unnecessary. Possessing senses of smell too weak to detect all the nuances in pheromones and being sterile from birth, the useless beta subgender cannot have a true mate, seeing as it is so incompatible with the procreation process. Add some PTSD from childhood abuse and assault, emotional baggage from a failed relationship, and a sprinkle of suicidal ideation (that feels more and more like an elbow accidentally knocking over the salt shaker and turning his sprinkle into a waterfall), and you’ve got beta Changbin's current state of being. He’s handling everything really well if you were wondering.
Hyunjin is an alpha photographer in love with Lee Felix, model-turned-close friend. When he’s invited to meet his crush’s pack, he thinks the hardest part of the night will be reining in his jealousy over the wolves who get to have Felix’s love and attention. Imagine his surprise when he instead meets a beta who smells like the other half of his soul.
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- Part 1 of Wolfgang
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24 Feb 2026
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Changbin is a mostly feral omega stuck living in the captivity of a cruel alpha, one who has a sick interest in "rare" omegas. His world changes when another omega, Felix, finds himself in the same situation. Can Felix's pack save the two of them before Changbin completely loses himself?
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24 Feb 2026