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God, Shane never wanted to be mad at him. He hadn’t wanted to continue it. He had wanted to play, too, to suspend reality and just let himself believe that this room was his whole world, that he could talk to Rozanov, play with Rozanov, that nothing else mattered. And the champagne in his blood, the looseness it brought to his shoulders, the ease it granted his brain made it so he could merely sniff in the extra moisture in his nose, blink away the wetness in his eyes, and look up at Rozanov like they were normal, like nothing else had been said. “Why would God take a call from you, Rozanov?” he had said, voice small but brave.
Rozanov had finally grinned, had let Shane see his beautiful teeth. Shane had wanted to be bit, in that moment, all over. “He knows me,” had been his response.
Shane had sniffed again, had looked down at Rozanov’s shoes, how one of them was gently stepping onto Shane’s foot. An anchor. “God’s not gonna take a call from you.”
“Hm. Why?”
His chest had felt warm. “Because you’re evil.”
or, Shane's drunk, and yearning for Ilya Rozanov is inescapable, and probably bad for him
Bookmarked by ladybugbenji
29 Jan 2026
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The comment I left on this fic
“Much like Shane with Ilya, I think I will have this fic burned onto the back of my eyelids. God all the emotion that bleeds through is wonderful, their dialogue is so great. I love their happy ending but there’s something about the situationship era where they both pretend to care as much as we all know they do that makes my chest hurt so beautifully. I never want this feeling to end. Another banger, thank you so much for this” -
Spit Your Words, I'll Watch You Eat It by Erisenyo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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[But Shane wants to know what puts Ilya in the mood for it. He wants to know when sending a picture of his own dick dripping spit will get Ilya absolutely wild and when it will be just a pleasant little start to things. When making his blowjobs sloppy will have Ilya falling apart and needy and when it will just leave Ilya pleased with himself and mouthier than usual.
He wants to know what will get Ilya staring at Shane’s mouth like he might die if he doesn’t find out what will come out of it next, and what makes him look like he can’t wait to put something in it.
Because the thing is, Shane knows an implied challenge when he hears one. Especially ones from Ilya Rozanov.]
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Sometimes there’s a particular thing Ilya wants, something Shane doesn’t mind giving him when Ilya wants it. If he can figure out when Ilya wants it. Which he will. Because it’s definitely all about when Ilya wants it. Definitely…definitely that.
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“Can you still stay the night?”
“Yes,” Ilya says quickly, nodding into Shane’s neck. “I will stay the night.”
I will stay forever, he doesn’t say. Just ask me, and I will do it.
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- Part 2 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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Bookmarked by ladybugbenji
26 Jan 2026
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Ohhhh this sequel is just want I needed. So much love between them, it’s so beautiful to read. I can’t get over this series
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“I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”
“Like what?”
“Like you own me.”
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or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.Series
- Part 1 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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Bookmarked by ladybugbenji
26 Jan 2026
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I’m just going to rewrite the comment I left 😭
“Holy fuck I’m the lucky bastard for having read this. I had to take breaks while reading this because it’s making me go insane I think IM high too 😭😭😭😭😭😭LITERALLY PERFECTIONNNNN Shane being Ilya’s baby boy, makeout session more intimate than actual sex, spitting in his mouth, and wanting to eat him whole from the yearning!!!!!!! God, the switch back to Hollander stabbed me WOOOOO I need to take a lap this is feeding me. Absolutely sensational I will be coming back time and time again to read, this is one for the history books” -
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“More,” Rozanov grunts in English, but Shane is transfixed on the bead of sweat rolling down his temple, down to his tense jaw. “Say more, Hollander.”
“Mm, more–”
“No, more– Блять–”
“No more?”
“Ни хрена себе– Say more Russian, Hollander.”
or, Shane knows how to say about four words in Russian, and Ilya loses his mind
Bookmarked by ladybugbenji
25 Jan 2026
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God I don’t know why I didn’t bookmark this one yesterday, I can’t handle this though I love it so much