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Shane comes to visit Ilya in Boston. Ilya isn't expecting him.
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Ritual by lastthatlong
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
07 Feb 2022
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Pavel Chekov has a problem.
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Love In My Void by ash_morrison
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jan 2026
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Shane thinks he's doing a good job at hiding the truth behind his performance diet.
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30 Jan 2026
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tell me there's a way i learn to live with it by steelknuckles
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jan 2026
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Kip should have known.
It was right in his face, was it not? With the smoothies?
When Scott had won one game then spent the next few months ordering the same thing every game day. Then there are the strange superstitions, the unpredictable bursts of anxiety, and the impeccably neat house.
Kip really should have known.
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18 Jan 2026
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The Art of Keeping Secrets by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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“I’m trans.”
“You’re…” Shane froze, this is not where he thought the conversation was going. He had thought Hayden was trapped in some sort of scandal, maybe he was cheating on Jackie, or had a gambling problem, or a million other possibilities before this.
“Trans. Transgender.”
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Hayden has been isolating himself from the team, from Shane, and from Jackie for months. Shane finally confronts him and secrets are shared on both sides.
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13 Jan 2026
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"This is Ilya Rozanov," Hayden says. "You might have to hospitalise him if you want to play center anytime soon."
"Noted," Shane says, sipping his drink to avoid that intense gaze.
"You are Shane Hollander, yes? I have heard of you."
"Yeah?" Shane feels himself bristle. His acceptance into a men's league last year as a trans man did get some low-level coverage. He stands straighter, ready for some insult about -
"Mm, yes. My friend took me to see final of your league last year. You scored big hat-trick to win game." He takes a slow sip of his clear drink. "But backhand is a bit weak."
"Weak backhand?" Shane scoffs.
"Yes. Is okay, I will teach you. Maybe let you play center once or twice during season."
"That's not happening." Shane feels anger running under his skin, but relief as well, that the guy was just chirping his hockey skills. "Thanks for your generous offer, though."
t4t hollanov play on the same hockey team in uni - out/early transition shane x stealth ilya
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08 Jan 2026
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Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”
“Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”
Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.
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06 Jan 2026