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Afraid of Losing you, and I get Rageful by kidkasora (Pdeter_Pdarker)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Nov 2025
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There's an insistent tapping on Buck's face, and Buck's eyes drift open back up towards-
"Eddie," he says, maybe slurring through his name. It doesn't feel right, as if the words are buffering somewhere between his brain and mouth.
"Eyes on me," Eddie says, except it splits somewhere down the middle.
He has a determined look on his face, the one he wears when he's trying to make sense of a bad call, mouth set and ticked down at the corner. Buck knows that look as surely as he knows how to breathe, the same way his heart knows how to beat. Eddie is gravity, the pull at the center of Buck's world, and even now, when Buck can't find his footing, he can't help but be drawn toward him.
Behind Eddie's eyes, Buck sees fear.
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On the way to a routine call, the 118 engine is involved in a major lateral impact collision. It's confronting for Buck and Eddie, in more ways than one.
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04 Jan 2026
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When Eddie’s young seatmate on a flight to El Paso tells the story of how a stranger saved his life from a car crash, Eddie promises to help find the guy and give closure to the kid’s near-death experience. Meanwhile, Eddie deals with his Abuela’s estate while trying to reach Buck, who’s gone off the grid during a spur-of-the-moment trip out of town.
These things may be related.
AKA How do you hold onto the things you want when all you’ve ever known is the feeling of them slipping out of your hands?
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26 Dec 2025
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Buck exhales, holding a sob back. His hand shakes over his mouth, and Eddie stays silent. “I used to be homeless, you know.” He sniffs, shaking his head. He can feel Eddie’s gaze on him. “But, Eddie—I can’t be that brave again. I don’t wanna stay at another homeless shelter and get kicked out in the afternoons and go to church because I have no where else to stay and at least they have heating.
“I just—I need this. I need to stay. Here. I need to stay here, and you need to say that’s okay, because I’m not strong enough to handle that again. ‘M not.”
or: Eddie comes back from Texas, and Buck starts to feel weird about living in his house. For more than one reason.
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22 Dec 2025
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The plane flew over him, just a few feet above the top of his head. He felt his ears pop as he turned around to watch the plane continue its descent to land on the 110.
He smiled as he watched, but then he felt something warm start dripping down his cheeks. He knew it wasn't tears because the feeling was on the sides of his cheeks, but he didn't know what else it could be.
He slowly reached his hand up to where he felt the warmth before pulling it back to see what it was. His fingers were red. He was bleeding.
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Buck was way too close to the plane when it was descending on the 110 WITHOUT HEARING PROTECTION, so now, he must suffer those consequences.
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The more accurate version of Season 8 Episode 3 where Athena lands the plane on the 110. Since Tim Minear wants realism.
*Note* I tried my best with the medical information
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22 Dec 2025
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Sometime between the shooting and now, they put up a Christmas tree in the corner of the hall. It covers up the sad sprig of mistletoe, so it's probably an improvement, but all Eddie sees when he looks at it is Buck, on the night of that stupid Christmas party, the one that could have changed everything but didn't.
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When a call gone wrong ends with Buck in a coma, Eddie's grief-stricken mind takes him back to last year's Christmas. So much has changed, since then.
Or has it?Series
- Part 3 of Christmas Fics
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18 Dec 2025