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  2. Public Bookmark 51

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    It's 1912, The Titanic, The Ship of Dreams, sets sail with an excited Neil Josten ready to be done with a life of running. Meanwhile, Andrew Minyard Spear is engaged to be married and already ready for this journey to be over with. Their lives change forever when they meet each other in a shocking turn of events.

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    The Titanic AU no one asked for but you're about to get.
    Sorry I suck at summaries. It's Titanic, but Andreil.

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  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Andrew didn’t want to.

    He never wanted to.

    Did anyone? Certainly at some point he felt pushed to do it but it was never an active want, more of a persistent nudge. He hadn’t felt that nudge since Neil, since Baltimore and this ‘thing’ between him and Neil had started.

     

    This is my first fic so please be nice!!! Leave any criticism or comments please :) Also I know the title is shit but I could not think of anything so that is as good as it's gonna get

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    19 Jul 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    Read the TWs!

    "Then something shifted. Or more like, it clicked. All of this, it was all for Exy, no matter how self-evident was that thought, he once rediscovered it as a brand new truth that could justify everything. It was all for the game. All this self-hatred, this fear and shame, the showers spent brushing dried blood off his scalp, his nails, his knees, trying to warm up his sore muscles, bawling his eyes out to the point of them getting all itchy and bloodshot, him hitting his shoulders and his head against walls to feel the numbness drugs an athlete couldn't take would help him achieve. Sometimes, he even wished for Riko to kill him for real this time, or to die at once on the court, at the end of a beautiful action, like a dead bird who broke its head, found hanging on the wires of an electric pole. For nobody to care, finally."

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    Jean-centric psychological study of the Jean/Riko/Kevin relationship to give these guys closure. Jean is suicidal +Dark/Raven!Neil - he goes to the foxes but leaves at the end of the Raven King. Background Andrew/Neil and Jean&Neil being bros, very dark story, potential happy ending.

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    09 Jun 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 90

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    Before he was Andrew Minyard, he was Andrew Doe, and he exiled himself to juvie all for a brother he didn't know.

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    02 Jun 2023