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“Shane!” Ilya breaks the surface and swims towards him, voice low and alarmed. He reaches for Shane’s wrist, “we can’t—“
But then he stills, because he catches the awe-filled look on Shane’s face as they tred water the surface. His head is stilted back, hair slicked against his skull, his mouth open in wonder. Ilya spins and follows his dark eyes up. Above them, a thousand stars glitter in the inky black.
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Now free from the confines of tanks and walls, Ilya and Shane set off to find Ilya's pod.Series
- Part 2 of my lover stands on golden sand
- Part 5 of hollanov aus
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18 May 2026
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every day, every hour (wish that i was bulletproof) by likes_koolaid
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
13 May 2026
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“I left him out here, Buck.”
If Eddie hadn’t seen Theo, how long would he have waited by the door, how long would it have taken him to realize he was actually missing, how long would he have taken to call Buck, to tell him that he lost his kid but can’t go out to look for him?
“What do you mean?”
Eddie runs a trembling hand through his hair. “I was making lunch, and I wasn’t paying attention and he got out. I tried to get him, but I couldn’t—”
“But you did,” Buck cuts him off.
Eddie laces his hands together and pulls at a finger until the knuckle cracks. “I— I hesitated.”
or, Eddie develops agoraphobia after getting stabbed
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13 May 2026
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the golden boy and my worst regret by Goldie020202
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
--“I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.
Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.
Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.
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11 May 2026
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oh comely by weeb_grass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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...I guess I should just say it. I was wondering if you'd—”
“I think we should stop seeing each other.”
“—like to come to my cottage this summer.”
The plate slips from Shane's hand and shatters on the kitchen floor.
Or: Shane doesn't get injured that night Montreal plays Boston. Ilya follows through on his plan to break things off with him. Well, he tries, at least.
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08 May 2026
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i wouldn't mind right here (no, i wouldn't mind at all) by buckasagirl
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
06 May 2026
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“I was… I was supposed to be finding my joy.”
“Did it work?” Buck asks.
“That was the start of it, took a while… but… I found it now.” He loosely wraps a hand around Buck’s wrist, holding on.
“That’s good, that’s really good, buddy.”
“It’s been really good, I’ve been so good,” Eddie continues, “So it’s okay.”
Oh– Buck’s breath hitches. He thinks he’s going to die.
“I’ve made my peace with it.” Eddie nods ever so slightly. “I got to be happy for a while.”
“Stop that. You can be happy for the rest of your life, Eddie.” Buck moves his hand from where it cradles Eddie’s head, to his pulse point where he holds his fingers to feel the thready beating, then cards them through Eddie’s hair again. “The rest of your long life, because we’re getting out of here. Together.”
“Together…” Eddie mumbles, smiling slightly, “Together would be nice.”
Or, Buck finds Eddie in the elevator.
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07 May 2026