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  1. Summary

    Waiting Game is the main fanfic, but here is a collection of other stories within that universe. Sometimes I had to cut scenes, so I've included those here.

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  1. Rec 15

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    Celebrimbor, in the aftermath.
    The Halls of Mandos are a place of healing, but how does the (former) greatest of elven smiths even begin to heal when he still can't forgive himself? Also, his dad and the rest of his insane family are there, and he REALLY isn't ready to deal with them. (I can't write summaries)
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    Follows TROP canon as it pertains to Celebrimbor's arc in season 2, but will also very much be a Silm-fic since Celebrimbor's family and other First Age peeps will make appearances. I'm not a Tolkien scholar by any means but I'm doing as much research as I can so please be kind if I make any lore mistakes, I welcome any corrections or helpful insights!

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    08 Aug 2025

  2. Rec 18

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    “I would take my time with you, in the future,” Annatar says. “You have to forgive me, I thought I was stealing something that could not be mine.”

    “And you presume it’s still yours?” Celebrimbor asks, bristling.

    Annatar takes his hand gently and holds it to his own chest. “Are you not?”

    When the dust has settled and the tales are written, this is not how their story will be remembered.

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    07 Aug 2025

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    The children of elves die easily, for their souls are thinly bound to their bodies and their fate is to endure but not survive. So when faced with a young hostage he really can't afford to let fade away, Sauron is very careful not to do anything too traumatizing.

    (Mostly.)

    Luckily Feanor's grandson is an interesting child to babysit.

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    06 Aug 2025

  4. Rec 21

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    “My home,” said Celebrimbor quietly. “One that I built for myself when I had none.”

    Halbrand was silent for a long time. Eventually, he came to lean next to Celebrimbor. He was so close, Celebrimbor could feel his body heat. He wasn’t sure if all men were this warm, or just Halbrand. Halbrand looked out into the distance, shoulders tense.

    “I don’t have a home,” he said. “I lost mine. And I’ll never find it again.”

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    Halbrand never transforms into Annatar. It changes everything.

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    08 Jul 2025