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    As far as the rest of the world is concerned, Gary 'Eggsy' Unwin is a registered Dominant. It's on his driver's licence. It's on his National Insurance card. Hell, it's even on his bloomin' GCSE certificates. And the fact that it's all a load of bollocks is a secret Eggsy had intended to take to his grave.

    Course, he hadn't been expectin' a bloody sub-drop to sweep in and knock him on his arse in the wake of the Valentine Massacre. Turns out grief and adrenaline ain't a good combination.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Instead of just killing him instantly, Quaritch flexes his hand around Jake’s wrists, as though testing if he’ll fight back now. Jake does nothing, still silently panicking. Quaritch looks satisfied with his lack of response.

    “You’re going to stay still.” He orders, but his voice lacks its ordinarily inflexible military tone.

    Jake does nothing, his eyes still wide, his pulse still thrumming in every vein in his body. He doesn’t even manage a nod.

    Quaritch responds by rolling his hips.

    Jake Sully, Toruk Makto, leader of the Omaticaya clan, whimpers.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    The RDA spent a lot of money on a brain scanner. They weren't going to use it just once.

    This doesn't change much, at first. Then, it changes a lot.

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    Normal canon, but one universe to the left.

    Installations 1-3: Spider, Quaritch, and the RDA. (Spider needs a hug)
    Installation 4: Lo'ak runs into a familiar face. It's not as happy of a reunion as he'd hoped for. (Everyone needs a hug)
    Installation 5: Spider and Kiri get a beach vacation. Kind of. (Spider gets a hug)

     

    Credit for all fic titles goes to the song “Always Gold” by Radical Face.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    beautifully written, where spider stutters and forgets

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    After the battle at the Three Brothers rocks, the Sullys arrive at Awa'atlu to prepare for Neteyam's return to Eywa and to help the Metkayina recover from the catastrophic losses as a result of the hunt for Jake and his family.

    Word had spread, however, about a human boy who had travelled with the Avatars and helped bring destruction to villages and Tulkun herds for months. When Spider returns with the Sullys, his decisions while he was held by the RDA come to consequences he wishes he didn't deserve.

    He does deserve it, though. He knows this much. He doesn't understand many of the things that have happened to him, but he does know this. Why else would the Sullys leave him for so long?

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    The one where Jake takes 10-15 business days to swap one son for another and Spider barely makes it back to him alive.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    sorry i didn’t comment earlier but i read this straight through the night and woke up with swollen eyes bc of how much i cried <33 love your writing

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    After the battle that took Neteyam, Spider is left to his own devices at Awa'atlu. He was drifting further, and further from those who he'd loved all his life. But it seems as sad as he may be; that some spiders belong to the sea.
    He finds comfort in it—strength in its currents—togetherness where the waves hit the sand, and a calmness in its never-ending flow. Even when his mind was far away in his memories; the sea was always there.
    So Spider speaks to the sea. Speaks of his uncertainty. His loneliness. His loss. And while Eywa listens the sea begins to answer.

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    22 Jun 2025

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    ch.50

    so so so so good