12 Works by ppwtang

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    "You are my abyss, Pond. And Nietzsche says, 'If you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.'"

    "I'm not just gazing, Sparrow," Pond whispered, biting the tip of his nose. "I am the abyss itself. And you keep jumping, knowing you'll crash to the bottom."

    ...

    Pond Naravit is the chaos, a rock star held together by ink, adrenaline, and violence. Phuwin Tang is the order: a meticulous tattoo artist with a "perfect" life and a hidden addiction to being ruined. When a scandal threatens to destroy his band, Pond seeks the only relief he knows: Pain. And Phuwin is the only canvas willing to bleed for him.

    A story about mutual destruction and the dirty secret of being a "Ghost Track."

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    English
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    Chapters:
    11/16
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    151
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    357
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    46
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    Pond Naravit is done. He’s tired of his boyfriend acting like a total asshole. To fix his dying relationship, he goes to the only person who knows how to play the game: the school’s notorious flirt and legendary heartbreaker, Phuwin Tang.

    The plan is simple: learn how to be a heartbreaker. The goal? Make his boyfriend respect him again.

    But the plan starts to backfire. Pond went looking for a way to break a heart, but he’s starting to realize he’s just becoming the ultimate simp for his "teacher".

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    English
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    21,177
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    368
    Bookmarks:
    68
    Hits:
    4,450
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    A childhood rescue operation marked the beginning of Pond and Phuwin's story. Amidst the roles imposed by the pack, many adventures awaited them. Friendship strengthened by loyalty over time circulated the same rumor even among pack members: Destiny.

    But had destiny truly written them for each other? Alpha or Omega, it didn't matter—could the roles imposed by the pack tear them apart?

    Pond laughed at the thought. So did the old oak tree, the northern waterfall, and the brown wolf cub. For Pond, Phuwin was a gamble worth sacrificing his life for.

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    English
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    283,871
    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    310
    Kudos:
    793
    Bookmarks:
    129
    Hits:
    20,561
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    After the first day of Fancon, they are still very emotional, the bed is very warm, and the weight of every word spoken still blossoms in the heart.

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    2,715
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    133
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    1,281
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    Today is the last day of rehearsals for the concert, and Phuwin is the driver, as usual; Pond is half asleep and complaining as always. A few jabs and a few hugs.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    163
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    1,473
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    In this balancing act they’ve been playing for three years, Pond and Phuwin can no longer tell where they begin and where they end. Breaths tangled in bedrooms, playful smiles on screen, and somehow always circling back to each other again. While Pond keeps waiting without even realizing it, Phuwin—exhausted by the chaos of his life—has started to wonder if being an omega isn’t such a terrible thing. After all, Pond doesn’t care. Not about what they are, not about who’s the alpha or the omega, not about the endless ache.
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    "When you tried to kiss me at the event-"

    "What?" Phuwin's voice rose. "Did it remind you that you don't need to look for a kiss outside?"

    Pond hissed. Literally. The implication Phuwin made angered him. "Are you degrading yourself to this?"

    "I'm not, but it looks like you are."

    Pond shook his head. This was never what he wanted to do. "You know it's so much more than that."

     

    **
    or, pondphuwin is trying to survive as omega and alpha in the bl series industry, and their ‘situationship’ era with WE ARE series, part 5.

    Series
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    English
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    37,853
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    178
    Bookmarks:
    23
    Hits:
    3,672
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    It's a full moon night in Bangkok, and on nights like these, especially when Pond is sad, Phuwin knows exactly where to look for him.

    (PondPhuwin as wolves and shapeshifters.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,245
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    76
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    821
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    Professor Pond had two goals: survive his shift and avoid human interaction.
    Then Phuwin smiled.

    **
    Pond, a chronically tired psychologist, survives his days by arguing with Dunk and training his overly enthusiastic intern, Fourth.
    Then Phuwin shows up—and he has no clue he’s about to mess up everything Pond thought was under control.

    Language:
    English
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    5,952
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    44
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    782
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    "You." Phuwin's face contorted into a look of disgust as he pushed Pond's chest with his finger. He hissed. "I can't fuck my girlfriend without thinking of you inside me. Without wanting you to fill me up. It sucks!"

    He spat out the things they had never been able to say openly and comfortably, the vulgarity they had buried between themselves, with such pain that it seemed as if he truly hated them.

    Pond couldn't swallow. He turned his face away as if he couldn't look at him. Maybe Phuwin was right. They had ruined each other in one night.

    He whispered helplessly. “I didn’t want any of this.”

    **
    or, pondphuwin is trying to survive as omega and alpha in the bl series industry, and the timeline of after NLMG before We Are, part 4

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,668
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    245
    Bookmarks:
    25
    Hits:
    4,013
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    Phuwin hated his secondary gender. A sense of trust had developed in their friendship, and Pond never judged Phuwin based on his gender.

    But then NeverLetMeGo arrived, and at that point, their relationship took on a different dimension. Despite their magical connection, that period marked the beginning of a complex and exhausting bond between them.

    Because they slept together.
    Not just once. Many times.

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    or, pondphuwin is trying to survive as omega and alpha in the bl series industry and how everything around them starts, part 3

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,220
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    215
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    2,819
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    “I can’t believe you’re jealous.”

    Pond immediately shook his head sharply at this remark; that wasn’t the issue. “I’m not jealous or anything, I’m just saying. We have fans, and you’re appearing too much with the two betas. We agreed that we didn’t like people constantly saying we shouldn’t work together.”

    Phuwin laughed nervously. His tongue was on his palate as he ran a hand through his hair and looked around for a moment. It was as if he couldn’t believe that such a thing was happening right now. “Pond, they’re my closest friends,” he said. One hand on his waist, the other moving involuntarily as if to emphasize his words, he pointed out something quite simple and obvious. “And two betas? Are you serious right now? Are you fucking serious?”

    **
    or, pondphuwin is trying to survive as omega and alpha in the bl series industry in which they work, part 2

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,420
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    226
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    2,485
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    the Thai BL sector was more interested in the power of ship names than in series. Eighty percent of their lives were spent living with suppressors, and gender did not affect the actors' personalities. But for ships and names, alpha and omega forms were important. Side couples could work with omega-omega, alpha-omega, or beta genders in series, but it was not possible for the main couple.

    One of them had to be more dominant, must be. No matter how ridiculous Pond thought it was, that was the job that earned him his money. He never cared about the omega-alpha relationship that people reduced them to.

    *
    At that moment, Phuwin chose to open his eyes and look at him. When their eyes met, Pond was perhaps noticing Phuwin's dual gender for the first time. The smile on the smaller one's lips and his gentle gaze made the scent linger even more. Pond could feel the imaginary scent trail floating in the air, close enough to taste if he stuck out his tongue.

    *
    or, pondphuwin is trying to survive as omega and alpha in the bl series industry in which they work.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,884
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    249
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    2,817

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