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    Shane clenches his teeth so hard he feels the pain in the back of his skull. 

    “You deserve more than a sham mating,” He says thickly. 

    “Perhaps,” Rose reaches across his kitchen bench top to take his hand, “But you deserve more than a forced mating,” 

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    24 Jan 2026

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    In the dream the tentacles twine around Chu Wanning's arms with surprising force, pinning his wrists over his head. They seem to be everywhere, curling around his legs, his waist, his neck. The more he struggles the stronger their hold becomes. "Mo Ran, get out of—" is all he manages to say before one of them forces its way into his mouth—

    Chu Wanning is having sex dreams about his former disciple. This is fine.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    “Yes. I went back to my dorm and answered your boring homework about L’Hopital’s Rule.” Ilya chirped, his usual smirk finding its way back to his face, and Shane couldn't help but reciprocate.

    “Fuck off. They're not boring. It's to help you.”

    “Yes, they helped me fall asleep fast, like a baby.” Ilya continued to tease him more, and Shane shoved him playfully.

    Shane wanted to beat himself for being so easy against Ilya Rozanov. No matter how hard he tries to repress his feelings, just a smile from Ilya and he's already crumbling.

    or a hollanov AU where shane becomes ilya's math tutor

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    21 Jan 2026

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    Shane is in love with Matt. They're in love and it's fine. It's better than fine really, Shane loves just about everything about Matt and he loves all of Matt's friends. Except for the big tall Russian one that wont stop staring at him like he knows something Shane doesn't. Like he's waiting for Shane to snap. Like he's begging Shane to do something.

    And Shane won’t, obviously. Because Ilya is the type of man to reel you in and the leave you high and dry. Leave you looking for pieces of him in every new person that you meet, leave you looking for signs you didn't just make the whole thing up, like some wild fantasy that was born of monotony.

    Oh, and he fact he has a boyfriend who he loves. A lot. It isn't monotonous. Its love.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is not a good man; he isn't an upstanding citizen, he isn't a good husband, and he definitely isn't a good father. But, he thinks, fucking his son's boyfriend might be the worst thing he's ever done.

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    17 Jan 2026