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    He could’ve gone to Odasaku.
    He could’ve gone to Doc.

    He could’ve gone back to the container, thrown up until he passed out, and called it a night. He could’ve gone under the water and just waited. But his legs were already walking again. And they weren’t going toward any of those places.

    Dazai knew this part of the city too well. Knew the slant of the road, the neon buzz of the bar sign three blocks up, the iron stairs past the alley where the dogs always barked. He didn’t need to look up to know where he was going.

    He knew this part of the city because—

    Because it was where he lived.

    delirium drags dazai somewhere he didn’t mean to go. his body chooses chuuya for him.

    (or: he should’ve died on the way to the door. survival isn’t the mercy people think it is.)

    Hurtcember 2025 - Day twenty-four - Delirium, “Why me?”

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    30 Jan 2026

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    25 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    "Ah, ah, ah,” Bill waggles his finger in Dipper’s face, then taps his jaw in thought. "I seem to remember you shaking my hand back there. And I pulled you out, just like I said I would. Sounds like a deal to me!”

    Dipper bristles. “That doesn’t count, you didn’t say-”

    “Oh, but didn’t I?” He interrupts Dipper again. “You may be finding it hard to remember, but I’ve been planning this, Pine Tree.” Bill twirls a piece of hair around his finger. “I know you could feel me watching you,” he leans closer, then holds a hand in front of his mouth like he’s keeping a secret. “Letting me watch you.

    He didn’t just walk into the trap– he’s been living in it for months.

    Some classic body-snatching and sexual exploration.

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    25 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    Mori cleaned the insides of Dazai’s thighs, spreading them with a gloved hand to reach properly. The boy didn’t resist—he couldn’t have, not like this. His legs opened easily, pathetically, exposing skin still flushed and overheated. Mori wiped him down with the same clinical calm as before, even as Dazai twitched and squirmed, sobs still caught behind his teeth.

    “You did well,” Mori said as he folded the cloth. “Not perfectly—but well.”

    Dazai blinked, dazed. The words took a second to register.

    “Next time,” Mori continued, “we’ll work on keeping your hips still through climax. You bucked too much. That’s something to correct.”

    Dazai turned his face toward the wall. “I’m sorry,” he whispered.

    Mori teaches Dazai how to masturbate. It takes a while. Dazai cries.

    or: dazai’s first orgasm is not his idea.

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    15 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    “I’m not stealing organs from my job so you can chow down, Dazai,” Chuuya says. When they first began this arrangement, Dazai asked for a human liver. Chuuya said not only was that illegal, he would get in all sorts of trouble because “doctors can’t just steal organs from cadavers” and he “worked too hard to get sent to jail because some idiot fox got hungry.”

    You bound us together, Chuuya, Dazai wanted to argue, but it was pointless. Chuuya returned days later with fried tofu, claiming his Google search said kitsune had a fondness for the dish. Which was not wrong, but still, Dazai hated when Chuuya was right about anything.

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    04 Jan 2026