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  1. Rec 54

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    Shane wonders if it's weird that he's not a more jealous person, considering Ilya's sexual history. Maybe it'd have festered more have they been apart for longer than that one season of hiding, when he was still Montreal and heartsick for someone a province away. But now that they're both in Ottawa, that scenario is impossible.

    Four of Ilya's old conquests.

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    18 Dec 2025

  2. Rec 27

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    Shane Hollander has built his life on control — of his body, his instincts, his silence. As a secret omega in a league that still punishes vulnerability, secrecy is survival. Loving Ilya Rosanov has always been the one thing he’s never learned how to do safely.

    When a brutal on-ice collision during a rivalry game leaves Shane fighting for his life, the careful balance holding his world together begins to fracture. Under stadium lights and thousands of watching eyes — including his parents — pain, fear, and unspoken love collide. And Ilya, furious and terrified, is forced to stand helplessly close while the truth remains buried.

    Some things break loudly.
    Some break quietly.
    And some are never said at all.

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  3. Rec 76

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    Lily: U might want to get tested

    Jane: Hilarious. Fuck you.

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    Set in the liminal situationship timeline between episodes 3 and 4.

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  4. Rec 43

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    Shane and Ilya are hooking up post game when Shane's blood sugar drops. Ilya steps up despite only just now finding out Shane has Type 1 Diabetes

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  5. Rec 69

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    "Roz?"
    Everything was too loud around them. From the outside, these moments, a player getting hurt, had always been disgustingly silent, but Cliff's ears couldn't stop ringing.
    He shoved a foot forward, the muscles on the side of his thigh smarting as he tried to skate closer, but the referees were already there.
    Hands on his shoulders pulled him back, pulled him close.
    "I didn't mean to." A whimper. The arms around him tightened, pulling him further back, off the ice. "I didn't mean to. Didn't mean to. Didn't -"
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    What if Cliff Marlow had hit Ilya in a game against the Ottawa Centaurs and had to deal with the confusion that was his crazy former captain and best friend high on pain meds. At least those meds were hopefully the reason for his craziness. Why else would Rozanov be calling Shane Hollander his sweetheart?

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