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    "We put ourselves through it," Shane says, scraping plates. "Anything for hockey."

    "Anything for the Cup," Yuna says. This makes sense to her as it's always made sense to Shane, and he's never been sorry to have a mom who doesn't fuss over his suffering for sport the way Jackie fusses over Hayden sometimes. He has always taken it for granted, maybe: that hockey comes first. That everything in the world should bend to the breaking point if it serves hockey.

    How to bend without breaking.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    #goalbody by toomuchplor

    Relationship Tags: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

    Additional Tags: set AFTER the long game, Spoilers for The Long Game, Mention of injections (non-graphic), Ilya's playoff beard is a character, David & Anya are also a significant relationship, as are Ilya and dad jokes, Hawkins Cheezies shout-out, Mention of fertility treatments, mention of adoption, Yuna and David's backstory more than Ilya and Shane's present, see end notes for details, Mostly this is just about pushing yourself to your limits, And also accepting that the limit does in fact exist, mention of chronic pain, The sex happens mostly off-screen in this one

    Summary: "We put ourselves through it," Shane says, scraping plates. "Anything for hockey."

    "Anything for the Cup," Yuna says. This makes sense to her as it's always made sense to Shane, and he's never been sorry to have a mom who doesn't fuss over his suffering for sport the way Jackie fusses over Hayden sometimes. He has always taken it for granted, maybe: that hockey comes first. That everything in the world should bend to the breaking point if it serves hockey.

    How to bend without breaking.

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    Heated Rivalry fics, a mix of showverse and bookverse but showverse somewhat favored (no shade, I just love the work they did in the adaptation). In my usual fashion, I find sticking to canon as much as possible to be a fun challenge, I try hard with timelines and weird canon details and things, but I ultimately try to serve the characters most of all. I do tend to make people too nice to each other but I try to keep emotions vaguely plausibly-realistic.
    Stories aren't in a sequence but I have also, because this is how I am as a person, largely tried to make them in continuity with one another.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Doing The Work by bomberqueen17, sassaffrassa

    Relationship Tags: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, David Hollander & Ilya Rozanov, Yuna Hollander & Ilya Rozanov, Cliff Marlow & Ilya Rozanov, Ilya Rozanov/Gritty | Philadelphia Flyers Mascot, Jackie Pike & Ilya Rozanov, Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova

    Summary: Heated Rivalry fics, a mix of showverse and bookverse but showverse somewhat favored (no shade, I just love the work they did in the adaptation). In my usual fashion, I find sticking to canon as much as possible to be a fun challenge, I try hard with timelines and weird canon details and things, but I ultimately try to serve the characters most of all. I do tend to make people too nice to each other but I try to keep emotions vaguely plausibly-realistic.

    Stories aren't in a sequence but I have also, because this is how I am as a person, largely tried to make them in continuity with one another.

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    Shane watches Ilya shove a hand through his hair, waits for him to meet his eyes. “You pretend to want things, pretend I can have things that we both know you won’t let me have,” he says, his newfound self-esteem carrying him past the point of no return. He wishes he’d never discovered it, because it’s making Ilya’s face do something awful.

    “Oh, you mean I hurt your feelings?”

    Close enough, Shane supposes, his chest aching again. He goes to lift his hand again, sees Ilya zero in on the movement, doesn’t. “I guess so.”

    Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
    Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”

    Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Give You Up by Eigengrau (aussiebee)

    Relationship Tags: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

    Additional Tags: Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander Needs a Hug, Ilya Rozanov is Bad at Feelings, Character Study, POV Shane Hollander, Good Friend Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau, Late Night Conversations, Texting, Emotional Intimacy, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, late night

    Summary: Shane watches Ilya shove a hand through his hair, waits for him to meet his eyes. “You pretend to want things, pretend I can have things that we both know you won’t let me have,” he says, his newfound self-esteem carrying him past the point of no return. He wishes he’d never discovered it, because it’s making Ilya’s face do something awful.

    “Oh, you mean I hurt your feelings?”

    Close enough, Shane supposes, his chest aching again. He goes to lift his hand again, sees Ilya zero in on the movement, doesn’t. “I guess so.”

    Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”

    Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”

    Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.

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    Shane and Ilya had mutually agreed to keep their whatever-they’re-doing out of Sochi. It was an easy decision to make: this was bigger than any MLH rivalry and definitely bigger than a few hotel hook-ups. There was no room for distractions, not with Olympic gold on the line.

    So it’d be really fucking great if their daemons could get on the same page and stop trying to cause an international fucking incident.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    behind enemy lines by Anonymous

    Relationship Tags: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

    Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Alternate Universe - Daemons, Set During The Sochi Olympics (2014), Miscommunication, Unreliable Narrator, But More Like Narrator That Has Yet To Do Some Necessary Soul-Searching, Protective Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov, Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander, POV: You Get Parent-Trapped By The Manifestations Of Your Own Souls Which Has Gotta Be A Low Moment, POV Shane Hollander, POV Ilya Rozanov

    Summary: Shane and Ilya had mutually agreed to keep their whatever-they’re-doing out of Sochi. It was an easy decision to make: this was bigger than any MLH rivalry and definitely bigger than a few hotel hook-ups. There was no room for distractions, not with Olympic gold on the line.

    So it’d be really fucking great if their daemons could get on the same page and stop trying to cause an international fucking incident.

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    Ilya is a young man in America. Here he is in the off hours.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Geryon by a_good_soldier

    Relationship Tags: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova, Ilya Rozanov/Svetlana Vetrova

    Additional Tags: Casual Sex, Ilya Rozanov-centric, Angst, Trauma, Non-Consensual Voyeurism, Consent Issues, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Past Rape/Non-con, Homophobia, Misogyny, cheating (briefly), Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Consent King Ilya Rozanov, Episode: s01e04 Rose (Heated Rivalry), Vignette, Sexual Coercion, Locker Room, Episode: s01e06 The Cottage (Heated Rivalry)

    Summary: Ilya is a young man in America. Here he is in the off hours.