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    “Hyung, you’re drooling,” Taehyun comments. “Close your mouth, stupid.”

    “Why would I close my mouth if we’re kissing?” Beomgyu mumbles, but he does as asked. He takes the moment to swallow the pool of saliva gathered under his tongue. "We’re supposed to be kissing.”

    “Why do you like kissing so much?” Because I like your spit in my mouth, duh?

    But, he won’t say that. “Because I like you so much."

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    And it’s not like Sunghoon has spent an embarrassing amount of time thinking about what it’d be like to date Jay. Of course not. They’re best friends. That would be weird as hell.

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    Sunghoon buries years worth of pining to teach Jay all he knows about gay sex. What could possibly go wrong?

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    24 Feb 2026

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    the canon jayhoon dynamic is when theyre both stupid yearner freak idiots and i love that for them

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    “He has so many imaginary friends— we all thought he was making you up—” Shota’s dad rushes to explain. He’s blushing furiously. “Chan said he’s never seen anyone—”

    “Well,” Jeonghan laughs. He’s been waiting for this moment. “Usually Chan is too busy flirting with some guy on the playground to notice.”

    Shota’s dad makes a little noise, almost defeated. His face scrunches up, and for the first time he looks just like Shota. Jeonghan’s chest hurts a little bit.

    “Okay. This has been really insightful,” he says. He waves a hand in the air, eyes failing to meet Jeonghan’s. “I’m going to have to talk with him about that— uh— I’m sorry, you’ve been, like, babysitting my kid three times a week, apparently.”

    (OR: Seungcheol learns about the inherent homoeroticism of sitting on a park bench with his kid’s imaginary friend.)

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    04 Feb 2025

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    not a day goes by where i am not thinking abt this fic. i don't usually like kidfics that much but this one makes me forget my all consuming hatred for children <3

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    “I’m so sorry,” Joshua says, rolling himself up into a sitting position. His limbs still feel heavy and slow, following his brain’s directions half a second behind the beat. The muscles in his shoulders feel stretched out, unknotted. Languid. It’s the unfamiliar feeling of having slept for as long as your body needs to sleep. “I didn’t mean to do that.”

    Joshua cannot sleep, unless he's in Minghao's bed. It's kind of ruining his life.

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    16 Jul 2023

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    explain to me why joshua hong is the second most repressed horny gay christian boy with sleep problems and chronic anxiety that i've ever seen (the first is pinocchio)

  5. Public Bookmark 50

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    Joshua tries to commiserate with Chan, whose longstanding crush on Seungcheol is increasingly painful for him (and Joshua might also need a bit of cheering up, considering his most recent failed attempt at a relationship). Wine, cuddling, kissing, and sleeping in the same bed even though he has a guest room for this very purpose lead to a morning where things change for them both.

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    13 Dec 2025

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    can we all get more chanshua PLEASE. i just started crying over this fic they are Too tender i love them so much