cruelbbh (sunflowill)
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Hey,
I used to live in your house. I’m drunk in Seoul, and it’s the only address I know.
Happy Holidays.
Jisung.
Or: On the path that leads Jisung to try to navigate between his dreams and the ghost of a dead rock star father, he finds Minho.
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- Part 1 of Who we are
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“For a moment, I really thought you forgot to tell me that you and Minho hyung were together.” Felix said after a moment of silence and Jisung stumbled in his steps.
“Together?” He asked, his gaze fixed on the ground, and Felix raised an eyebrow at his reaction.
“Yeah, together. Mated.”Mated. The word was enough to make Jisung blush and pale at the same time.
“We’re not.” He said, the words as sharp as a knife blade on his tongue - if Jisung kept them in his mouth too long, blood would start running down his jaw until it pooled on the floor.
Or: Jisung and Minho are True Mates, and that wouldn't be a problem, if it weren't for the silly, tiny line in their contract that specifies they're not allowed to have mates.
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And that prospect should have been frightening - it should have been frightening, for Jaemin to be able to look deep within himself and see that despite his best efforts, there was indeed a monster lurking there.
This should have frightened Jisung, whose mind almost always brushed against his in a gentle reminder that he was never far away. But in the look that covered the entirety of Jaemin's being, in an attitude that bordered on concerned adoration and an understanding that went beyond what Jisung let on, he knew. Jaemin knew that between the two of them he wasn't capable of the worst.
Jisung was.Or : Love among Jedis was forbidden, but Jaemin isn't very good at following this principle.
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Jaemin was beaming like it was the happiest day of his life. His eyes shone with a softness that Jisung liked to believe was only for him and when he grabbed Jisung’s hands in front of the altar and his smile widened a little more, it wasn't hard to believe that all of this was real – it wasn't hard to forget that all of this was fake.
It was not hard to imagine that their friends – members of a surrogate family they had not chosen but which functioned relatively well – were really present in this chapel to celebrate their union, and not to create a memory that they could laugh at later.Do you remember the night Jaemin and Jisung got married in Las Vegas ?
Or : Haechan isn't known for his brilliant ideas, and his latest might end in disaster
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Sublime et Silence by cruelbbh (sunflowill) for dekuism
Fandoms: NCT (Band), Aespa (Band)
24 Oct 2022
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Jaemin had been raised to be a good omega - for his manners to be elegant, for his speech to be of the finest, for his skin to be as soft as the most expensive silks of the eastern bands.
No one had prepared him to murder a man, his future husband, his future alpha.Or : According to the traditions of the society, Jaemin's sent to the convent after being introduced as an omega, with the intention of leaving it only for his marriage.
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Two clammy hands cradle an empty bottle of heat suppressants like a corpse.
He gives the bottle a meager little shake. Nothing rattles within.
Panic settles in and Jisung jerks to life. He fights with the childproof cap—resorting to using the cuff of his sweater to help since his hands are useless—and stares, in disbelieving agony, into a barren bottle.
The tears come on so quickly that he doesn’t even register a way to stop them before they’re rolling down his cheeks and landing on the label that he’s considered his religion for over 365 days.
Take 2 pills 1x a day. Failure to do so will have immediate effects and could lead to flash heat(s).
Or: Jisung’s suppressants run out on a bus. He starts panicking, until a quiet alpha switches seats and whispers, “Breathe. I’ve got you.”
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Jisung believed he wouldn’t run for him. Foolish. Minho would run to the end of the world for him.
(OR: Jisung signed up for the next mating run. Minho makes sure to hunt his omega down.)
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
25 Nov 2025
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“It was supposed to be me!” Jisung’s voice cracked, thick with tears. “There’s nothing I wanted more in this world than to be your Omega. To be yours, hyung.”
Their eyes met, shimmering with unshed tears, silent and helpless.
A strangled sob escaped Jisung’s throat, and he shut his eyes tight against the flood of pain.
“I’m in love with you, Minho. Always have been.”
The confession spilled out, heavy with truth and soaked in agony. Tears poured down his face, unstoppable.
His body shook.
He clenched his eyes tighter.
“And y-you broke my fucking heart.”
Or: After Minho presents as an Alpha, Jisung dreams of presenting as his Omega — but years pass, and it still hasn’t happened. When Jisung discovers Minho spent his rut with another Omega, jealousy and insecurity overwhelm him, triggering his own presentation at the worst possible moment. But Minho isn’t there to help him trough his heat.
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
25 Nov 2025
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Vanilla pierced the air. This time, Jisung could scarcely trace any of its familiar elements. It was too bitter, overpowering in all the worst ways, and Jisung's heart plunged into his stomach. Acid ate away at the organ, but Jisung could still feel it roaring in his ears, his throat.
He gulped, and a mouthful of rancid vanilla coursed through him. Jisung's scent flared in response. A deep inquietude embedded its talons into him, submerging deep enough to rile Jisung's omega. It thrashed inside—a trapped wolf prepared to gnaw through a limb to escape.
Minho. Have to find Minho.
or five times jisung notices the shifts in minho's scent and the one time it makes him go feral
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
19 Nov 2025
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An unexpected change turns lives upside down and changes pack dynamics forever. Will Hyunjin and Felix be strong enough to endure, or will fate destroy them both?
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
03 Nov 2025