ten_miles_til_midnight



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    Before Buck can go back to work after recovering from his injuries from the ladder truck crushing his leg, he finds himself struggling in more ways than one, leading to him having to move back into his Jeep after he thought he'd never have to again. Struggling to believe he deserves the help he needs, he keeps this secret to himself, accepting that maybe it's just what he deserves.

    just an fyi this is very much not a character bashing fic! we love all of the 118 firehouse crew here

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    Family, FaceTime, guilt trips, phone calls, church, heart healthy meals, and learning how to let yourself be happy. Whatever that looks like.

    or; when his father experiences a health scare, Eddie flies to El Paso.

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    Eddie didn’t text back in the 20 seconds Buck spent staring at his phone, which was no surprise. There wasn’t any response while he drove to the station, either, but that made perfect sense. Eddie was working today, and he was probably rushing to get there just like Buck was.

    Buck wasn’t in the mood to stare at his phone all day, jumping out of his skin at every notification, so he removed the temptation and, in a spurt of newfound maturity, left his phone in his locker for the duration of his shift.

    But there was no text when he checked around lunchtime, or when they got a lull after dinner. Or in the morning when his shift was over.

    All of that he could easily rationalize away, but after four tortuous days, Buck accepted the fact that he’d been ghosted.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    If Buck could build a time machine, there are three things in his life that he would change.

    The first, and most glaringly obvious, is that he would have marched up to Chase Mackey and slapped the business card out of his hand. He then would scream at past-Buck and tell him what an idiotic move pursuing the lawsuit would be.

    If that wasn't satisfying enough, he would go even further back to the truck bombing and position himself in such a way that when the truck went over it didn't just land on his leg. It would be kinder, he thinks, to have it all just be over. To save the 118 the extended guilt of his desperation to hang on to his imagined place in the family.

    If he was the most honest with himself though, there was only one true answer for what he would do with his time machine. He would go back to before he was conceived and save the world the trouble of bringing Evan Buckley into it.

    Unfortunately he hadn't figured out time travel just yet, and is instead stuck with the usual man-behind duties that comes with being the 118's biggest nuisance.

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    after the lawsuit buck struggles with loneliness, and starts volunteering at an old people's home.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    As he finally manages to break the surface, he coughs water out and tries to call for help.
     
    It’s useless, of course. He knows he’s all alone.
     
    After the lawsuit, Buck is finally sent on his first call since he got back.

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    09 Dec 2025