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The cup was supposed to be a portkey to the finish.
That was the understanding — that the first champion to touch it would be transported out of the maze to where the judges and the crowd were waiting, to the noise and the light and the end of it. A portkey to the finish. Harry had believed this. There was no reason not to.
He and Cedric had touched it at the same time.
He did not experience the graveyard the way he would later remember experiencing things. He remembered it the way you remember a fever dream — in impressions, in temperature, in the sensation of being inside something that was happening too fast for comprehension to keep up with. Cold air. Dark. The smell of turned earth. Cedric beside him, both of them stumbling on landing, both already with their wands drawn by instinct before either of them understood why.
Kill the spare.
The green light.
Cedric falling.
Harry caught him — that was instinct, both hands, no thought. He didn't remember deciding to. He was holding Cedric and then Cedric was on the ground and Harry was on his knees beside him and the sound the world was making had gone very far away.
Then the other sounds arrived: footsteps, a high cold voice giving instructions, and Harry was dragged upright and bound and his wand was wrenched from his hand and he was pressed against a marble headstone with the names of THOMAS RIDDLE, MARY RIDDLE and TOM RIDDLE SNR cut into it, which he registered and filed without processing because there was no room left to process anything.
The cauldron.
He looked away.
He looked at Cedric instead, face-up in the dark between the headstones. Cedric was dead. The thought completed itself once and then his mind simply would not repeat it.
Then the cauldron boiled over.
Then the thing that climbed out of it turned, and found him, and Harry looked into the face it was wearing for the first time and could not look away, because the face was — a face. Not the red-eyed shadow from his scar-dreams, not the back of a professor's head, not the diary's handsome lie. A face that had been built from intention, from will, from the precise application of terrible knowledge to the problem of existence.
It looked at him.
He looked back.
And then — he didn't know why he looked down. He would spend a long time afterward wondering why he looked down at that specific moment, in the middle of a graveyard while the most dangerous person in the world was less than twenty feet away and his wand was gone. It made no tactical sense. It was not a survival decision. His eyes simply dropped, the way eyes drop when something at the periphery of vision resolves into significance — and he saw it.
Red.
Running from his right hand, from the base of his ring finger, into the dark between them.
He stared at it.
His mind went absolutely blank.
He looked up.
Across the dark, across the twenty feet of cold air and impossible circumstance, Voldemort was looking at his own hand. The expression on the face he had built for himself — and Harry would think about this later, would think about it many times: the expression on a face that had been constructed from scratch, assembled by deliberate choice rather than the slow accumulation of years — was something that had no name. Something that moved through it like weather, and was then controlled, pressed flat, and replaced with something still and watchful.
Their eyes met.
The red thread ran between their right hands, steady and unswaying and entirely without apology.
No, Harry thought.
That was the complete thought. Not this can't be, not I don't understand, not any of the reasonable, structured responses a person might have to discovering their soulmate in a graveyard while bound to a headstone. Just: no. A single syllable of refusal so total it didn't leave room for anything else.
Then his bonds were loosened — he didn't process why, some instruction given, some purpose he was meant to serve — and Voldemort was moving toward him, and Harry's survival instincts, which had fourteen years of vigorous practice, came back.
He looked for his wand.
It was on the ground near Cedric — had been dropped there, or thrown there, close enough. He looked at Cedric, and then at the cup, which lay a few feet from Cedric's outstretched hand.
Close enough.
He summoned his wand — wandless magic. He wasn’t particularly skilled at it yet, but he understood his own power, and the situation demanded practicality. The instant it hit his palm he was moving — three steps, dropping to one knee, one hand closing around Cedric's wrist. He did not look back. He had a rule about not looking at things that might stop him from doing what he needed to do, and the red thread running from his hand into the dark behind him was very definitely one of those things.
He reached out and seized the cup.
The portkey took them both.
He remembered the grass under his knees. He remembered the faces turning toward him in the torchlight and the noise that went through the crowd and Dumbledore's voice arriving from somewhere above him saying his name. He remembered Amos Diggory's face, and that was the thing that remained with him longest — the way a face looks when it understands something it will never recover from understanding.
He didn't remember letting go of Cedric's wrist. But at some point he must have, because Dumbledore was kneeling beside Cedric and Harry was alone with his hands in the grass and his chest doing something irregular and the noise of the crowd pressing in from all sides.
He was aware, distantly, of his right hand.
He didn't look at it.
He pressed it flat against his thigh and looked at the sky instead, which was black and enormous and full of stars, and breathed.
He was in the hospital wing for three days.
He didn't sleep much. Madam Pomfrey came and went. Dumbledore sat with him on the first night and said things Harry could hear but not absorb, the words arriving and then sliding off without landing. Sirius came through the hospital wing fireplace on the second day — Dumbledore had arranged it, some quiet word to someone at the Floo Regulation Panel, the kind of thing that happened quickly when Dumbledore decided it needed to happen. He arrived with ash in his hair and a look on his face that Harry didn't have the energy to respond to properly, and pulled him into a hug that lasted longer than most hugs last, neither of them saying anything.
Harry pressed his face against Sirius's shoulder and felt, briefly, like he might cry, and didn't.
"I've got you," Sirius said. Just that.
Harry nodded. His right hand was between them, pressed against his own chest.
When Sirius eventually pulled back, Harry looked at his face instead of his hands.
He did not look at the thread that ran between them, thin and red and patient, out through the hospital wing wall in a direction Harry had decided, somewhere in the grass of the Hogwarts grounds, he was not going to calculate.
He'd been living with Sirius since the summer after third year, which was a sentence that still felt new in his mouth even now, even after ten months of it being true.
It had happened the way the best things in Harry's life tended to happen — sideways, through a door he hadn't expected to find, in circumstances that began terribly and then became something else entirely. Sirius had escaped Azkaban. Wormtail had been caught — Hermione had thought to stupefy him before Lupin's transformation, and Wormtail had been bound and Veritaserumed and his confession extracted in Dumbledore's presence with three Ministry witnesses before dawn. The trial had happened within a week. The verdict had taken less than a day.
Sirius Black: innocent. Wrongfully imprisoned. Twelve years.
The legal exoneration had come after — had to wait for Wormtail to escape, which he had, because he was a rat animagus and the Ministry's holding cells, for all their enchantments, had a gap in them approximately the size of a rat, and once he was gone there was no one to contradict the Veritaserum testimony, so the Ministry had been left with nothing but the facts and had been forced, with visible reluctance, to act on them. Sirius had been cleared, compensated in the way institutions compensate for catastrophic failures — inadequately, formally.
He'd come to Hogwarts first. Then he'd gone to the sea.
Harry had gone with him.