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Controlled Chaos

Summary:

Gone Heathen has been living up to their name. They're practically the Lindsay Lohans of the rock world. Everyone thinks they're headed for a catastrophe of epic proportions.

 

Jensen's not planning on being around when that happens. He's just a temp roadie until they find a replacement guitar tech. Just for a few weeks and then back to his regular life.

 

Life has a way of ignoring what Jensen thinks he wants.

Notes:

Special thanks to my faithful beta: candygramme

greatwall0fsam had rockstar/groupie/roadie, addiction tropes which end with a hopeful ending (not necessarily happy, hate at first sight which ends in happy ending, fake relationships, and heated issues that may be dark and horrible but are dealt with positively -- maybe one or two might be a little different twist than expected -- anyway, I hope she enjoys it.

It's been a long time since I've started writing something new and finished it.

I will admit to being inspired by the Showtime series "Roadies" which is nothing like what I wrote in the end. (Not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing) :P

Also, this was my first attempt to write in present tense, something I find extremely difficult to do. I apologize for any strange tense switching.

Chapter 1: Prologue

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Barely controlled chaos.

That’s what every tour looks like to Jensen Ackles.

He grew up in the show business life. His mother had been a backup singer floating from tour to tour. His uncle and his older brother have been in a few bands, some which have garnered attention as opening acts for better known bands. His father is an actor. Not the Hollywood kind, but the traveling around the country to do six shows in five days a week kind.

So Jensen spent his entire childhood on the road nine months of the year. He didn’t even know there was another way to live until he was fourteen. While his mother toured with a band in South America, he stayed with his grandparents in Texas. Then, he just stayed until he went away to college.

Of course, when you grow up in the life, it’s hard to escape. Especially when friends and family keep dragging you back in – albeit kicking and screaming. All through college he worked the summers as a roadie on various tours and many school nights and weekends were spent doing lighting and sound for bands in dives, bars, and university concert halls up and down the West Coast.

After college, he got pretty steady work recording backup vocals and instruments for a variety of musicians and composers. He swore he'd never go on the road again.

As someone possibly famous once said, never say never.