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  1. Public Bookmark 14

    The Cork in the Soul by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    30 Nov 2025

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    Dean watched him from the corner of his eye. Sam’s phases of drunkenness were predictable enough to chart.

    1. Denial
    2. Talking. A lot.
    3. The slow drift into sleep
    4. Laughing at everything– primarily Dean’s height
    5. The depressive spiral if Dean didn’t catch him in time

    But this wasn’t on the chart. This was off the map.

    Some kids grew up wanting to be astronauts or rock stars. Sam grew up wondering if life was just something he had to endure until it finally let him go. A long, slow, waiting for an exit he wasn’t supposed to want.
    It had terrified him once. Now it felt familiar.

     

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    Or, Sam is targeted by a soul-feeding creature, Dean must confront horrifying illusions, his own guilt, and a force that preys on despair to save Sam from a death he almost wanted.

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    06 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

    In the Blue of my Oblivion by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    18 Dec 2025

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    Sam Winchester is twenty-two, fresh out of a psychiatric ward, living with Bobby and Dean, and absolutely not going to law school, as he was supposed to.
    Instead, he takes a job as secretary to Castiel Novak, brilliant, obsessive, and very particular about how he likes things. Very particular.

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    05 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

    The Winchester Oracle by

    Fandom Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)

    10 Feb 2026

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    Sometimes the only way to get the fic you want is to write it.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    The Bones that Were the Cage by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    11 Jan 2024

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    All Dean's thinking about is the fact that he's alive. When Amara says she's gonna give him what he wants most, he doesn't think much about it.
    Until he finds his father, walking along the gravel road.

     

    Also, lots of sam whump because you know me :)

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    11 Jan 2026

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    On the Road to Recovery by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    10 May 2017

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    When Dean and Castiel gank Dick Roman, they vanish, and Crowley comes to take Kevin. Only, he takes Sam as well and teaches him that you don't dick around with the King of Hell. Without Dean there to protect his little brother, the demon is going to make damn sure that he never has to worry about the Winchesters again by whatever means necessary.

    Only, neither he nor Sam knew that the hunter had another little family out there, and this one is just as protective of him. They pull Sam out of there and rescue both him and Kevin, taking them somewhere that will be free to heal and recover.

    It's not going to be easy. Not only is Sam going to have to learn to live with his new disabilities, he's going to have to also learn to live without his brother. Can he do it? Or will the help of this newfound family not be enough to help pull him up out of the dark?

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    06 Jan 2026