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Insecurity, self-esteem issues, self-doubt, self-hatred, self-harm, religious/catholic guilt, repression, internalized homophobia/biphobia/aphobia/acephobia, internalized transphobia, internalized ableism, internalized fatphobia
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I may be a vast and immensely powerful MI, but even so (or perhaps, and especially so) I am not immune to finding artifacts in my functionality reports. Sometimes, something fails to get the grain of processing power it needs to complete the query in time and generates a jumble of recursive nonsense code as it stutters in place. I don't spare it another thought as I dismiss the error message and forward the report as reference for cleanup. It'll all be gone by the next cycle.
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[in which i hand ART the bot equivalent of the hanahaki disease :) :)]
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Heliotrope AU by Waiting_for_a_sunny_day
Fandom 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
20 Dec 2025
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“You like happy endings, huh?” Stiles says, lying pressed in against his back, sliding his fingers along the edge of Derek’s chest, along his ribs and up his sternum.
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The Sublime and the Beautiful by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
25 Jun 2025
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'The passion caused by the great and sublime in nature, when those causes operate most powerfully, is astonishment; and astonishment is that state of the soul, in which all its motions are suspended, with some degree of horror… A mode of terror or pain is always the cause of the sublime.'
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"If I come out," Hikaru says, "all the way, you promise you won't be scared of me?"
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Sam knew it was prying and immoral and cruel to get Dean to talk about all this stuff, but in a few hours he'd be dead and wiped clean and that meant it didn't count, Sam told himself. He wouldn't go too far this time. Some Tuesdays, he did.
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19 Oct 2025
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Wooooow!!! Loved this!
It’s been a very long time since I read a wincest fic, I switched over to shipping Dean/cas when cas got introduced. But the idea of Sam trying something with Dean during the time loop totally hooked me into reading this, and you wrote it so well! Really takes me back haha I’m all fondly nostalgic now. The mood and vibes in this were fantastic!