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    A rookie's bad hit sends Ilya into the boards during the Boston-Montreal game. Shane's three weeks of broken Russian are barely enough to calm him down, but it's something.

    But when the scans reveal something much worse, Shane and Ilya have to figure out how to be there for each other in ways totally unforeseen.

    Or: nothing like facing mortality for two idiots in love to be honest about how they really feel!

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    07 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "Want me to leave?"

    Ilya's eyes snapped open. "No." Then, more carefully: "No, you're—ты нормальный." You're okay. "Talk to me. In Russian."

    "My Russian is shit."

    "Yes." Ilya almost smiled. "But gives me something to focus on. Can correct all your mistakes, makes me feel better about myself."

    "That's the only reason you want me to talk?"

    "Obviously. Is very satisfying to hear you butcher my language."

    Shane huffed. "What do you want me to say?"

    "Don't know. Anything. Tell me about—" Ilya paused, thinking. "Animals. You know animals, right? From your baby learning."

    "It's not baby learning—"

    "Tell me about медведь. Bear." Ilya settled back against the pillows, eyes closed. "Describe bear to me in Russian like I don't know what is bear."

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    The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.

    Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Newly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov is so close to having everything he’d never thought he was allowed to want. He can see the man he loves more than four times a year, he’s surrounded by a team who supports him through his injury, and Shane’s parents have unhesitatingly accepted him as part of the family.

    Except his lingering concussion symptoms have kept him sidelined from hockey, his boyfriend is still two hours away, their schedules are a disaster, and Shane’s team is, well…it’s full of assholes. There must be a way to make this all work out.

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    A sequel to a whump fanfiction with more whump…that is also, secretly, a fix-it.

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    15 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 79

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    POST THE LONG GAME CANON. CONTAINS SPOILERS. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

    After a brutal home win for the Ottawa Centaurs, Shane and Ilya continue riding the high at home in more ways than one. When Shane turns needy for his husband, Ilya decides to have a little fun, using his position as team Captain to the utmost and driving Shane insane with lust and need.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Shane figures going on a run despite explicit orders from his doctors and his dom can't hurt. He finds out rather quickly that it really, really does.

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    21 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I want to go on a walk later."

    "Uh-huh," Ilya snorted, flipped the eggs onto a plate one-handed, fingers still hooked under Shane's jaw. "No strenuous activity, Hollander. I know you. Walk would turn into run. Answer is no."

    Shane groaned dramatically, rolling his head back as he stepped out of Ilya's space, one of his feet coming down in what looked an awful lot like a stomp. "You weren't concerned about strenuous activity when you sucked my dick last night!"

    Ilya laughed, shaking his head fondly. "I suck your dick, exactly. No strenuous activity for you except looking pretty. Much strenuous activity for me, swallowing all of that. Such shame I couldn't fuck you senseless afterwards, would have saved me from this attitude, maybe."