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Shane Hollander is struggling to make ends meet. After his best friend Hayden sets up a dating profile for him on a sugar baby website, he learns that there are some men who will pay for anything - even companionship.
** EPILOGUE ADDED 02/20/26 **
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- Part 5 of Hollanov
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Bookmarked by Agus
13 Mar 2026
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"Shane takes a deep breath in through his nose and shoulders past a couple more people, ignoring their offended gasps when he wrinkles their thousand dollar suits in order to get past them. He comes up to stand beside Ilya, the man turning to him baffled, and shakily grabs the microphone from the stand.
“Uh- I, uh, I’m Shane Hollander. Ilya’s… partner. I want to be the one to thank everyone for coming.” He looks out, noticing just how many people are now staring at him. He has had so many nightmares that start off this way. “Ilya hit the ground running to take over this business, left his life behind to come and learn a brand new language, learn a whole new world. He talks the world of you guys, and I think everyone should take a moment to consider just how lucky they are to have a boss- to have a man like Ilya Rozanov in their life.”
The room goes silent, everyone’s snickering coming to a stop. He can feel Ilya staring into his soul from his side. "
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Shane was looking down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in intense, painful concentration. His lips were moving, silently shaping the words. Good. Night. Forming them slowly, carefully, in the secret space of his own mouth.
Ilya’s breath hitched. He’d never seen this. Why would he have? Shane had never been sad around him. Never hurt. Never in this kind of quiet, defeated pain. Around Ilya, Shane had been pleasured and angry and frustrated and gloriously competitive. But never this. Never shattered.
(or, everything is same but Shane has a slight stutter that gets bad when he's sad. Ilya has never heard it because Shane has never been sad around him. Until their night in Vegas.)
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- Part 6 of Crashing out over Hollanov
Bookmarked by Agus
07 Mar 2026
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"Shane was looking down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in intense, painful concentration. His lips were moving, silently shaping the words. Good. Night. Forming them slowly, carefully, in the secret space of his own mouth.Ilya’s breath hitched. He’d never seen this. Why would he have? Shane had never been sad around him. Never hurt. Never in this kind of quiet, defeated pain. Around Ilya, Shane had been pleasured, and angry, and frustrated, and gloriously competitive. But never this. Never shattered.
Maybe Ilya made a noise. Maybe Shane could hear the frantic, guilty hammering of Ilya’s heart against his ribs. Shane’s eyes snapped open, and he looked up.
Ilya saw it then, fully. The defeat. It drowned the warm brown of Shane’s eyes, turning them liquid and lost. They were still so beautiful, always so fucking beautiful to Ilya, but now they were pools of a sadness so profound it felt like a physical blow. Shane Hollander. The most talented, hard-working, infuriatingly sweet man Ilya had ever known. The man who gave everything, on the ice and off, with a heartbreaking honesty. He was standing here, defeated, because of Ilya. Because Ilya was too much of a coward to properly cut him off and too much of a selfish bastard to properly embrace him. He’d offered this twisted, hidden middle ground, and it had broken something in Shane."
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Four times people assume Shane is lying about his husband.
And one time they’re proven wrong.Series
- Part 1 of Shane Hollander Wagverse
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Pummel: Fuck Jane
St-Simon: nah…
St-Simon: i dont think shes done anything wrong…
Pummel: youre right
Pummel: Sorry Jane
Pummel: FUCK ROZANOV
Varkov: FUCK ROZANOV
Connors: Hey guys did you see this article about Rose Landry and Shane Hollander?
Carmichael: Bad timing, man.
Connors: Oh
Connors: Give me a second to read back.
Connors: Oh….
Connors: FUCK ROZANOV
[Or, how the Raiders---in particular the long suffering Cliff Marleau, dealt with the Great Jane Debacle of 2016, told in a series of texts, posts, and Cliff being the best Bostonian friend Ilya could ask for]
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- Part 1 of a collection of hollanovs
- Part 1 of The Entire History of Montreal Jane
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The day he finally can invite Shane back to his place, months after the Tuna Melt incident, Ilya got shot instead. He still drove back home, because death can wait, he needs to win Shane back first.
Well, as it turns out, all actions have consequences; Ilya’s was having to go through the indignity of finally having his feelings returned, while everyone watches.
Bookmarked by Agus
25 Feb 2026
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"Little sniffling laugh vibrated against his shoulder, “Um, so this guy, right,” Shane began, poking a finger against Ilya’s cheek, right on his mole, “he got shot,” his breath hitched slightly at that, “and instead of doing the normal thing like call the ambulance, he drove home. Because he missed me,”
The room fell into silence. Each Raiders held a mixture of outrageous-disbelieving-shock-resignation expression of various degree.
Shane scoffed, the sound slightly dampened by how choked up he was, giving Ilya a fond yet exasperated pouty smile, “Yeah, so fuck me, but I’m very sure I want him,”"