Akirennui
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And David would rather impale himself on silence than admit he isn't. Because inside, always inside, there is a crawling thing, a thing with too many legs, a thing that never stops scratching at the base of his skull, whispering in his own voice:
You’re only healthy because they said so. You’re only sane because you shut the fuck up. You’re only okay because you dismembered your suffering into pieces small enough to fit the white triangle of that pill cutter. Because you let them split you, dose you, dose your grief, dose your guilt, dose your misanthropy, dose your disdain, dose your screaming, dose your disgust at yourself for even still being alive.
You are manageable now. Aren’t you proud?- Language:
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27 Nov 2025
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Merlin reveals his magic in the battle against Morgana and Helios.
He wakes up in the prison cell next to Morgana’s.
This is actually not the worst thing that could happen to them— or to Camelot.
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“State secret,” Morgana said bitterly. “Uther probably killed the sorcerer who did it, but these dungeons were charmed to make sure no one could use their magic down here.”
“The perfect place to store Emrys and the last High Priestess of the Old Religion,” Merlin said wryly.
Morgana gave him a strange look, and Merlin shrugged. He didn’t really understand it either.
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13 Jan 2026
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When Merlin kills Morgana, she thinks it’s finally over. But then she wakes up several years in the past, in the heart of Camelot, surrounded by the very people she wants dead.
She needs a plan, and she needs answers. Neither of these things turn out to be as simple as they seem, and Morgana begins to wonder if there could have been a different path for her after all.
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02 Jan 2026
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David wants to shake him. David wants him to wake up. David wants to ask him why? Why are you still in love with a world that hurt you this badly?
David makes a silent promise to Xander.
Xanvid Week Day 6, Promise
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- Part 6 of xanvid week 2024 rulanarinrush
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27 Nov 2025
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On Hiroaki's phone there are multiple things.
Picture's he'll be for deleting the next morning, many unread emails.
A shopping list for materials he ran out of, the address of some rehab center, a suicide note full of typos.
Multiple missing calls.
At least 20 unread messages from Ojima Takeshi, and some poorly written messages to Yanagi Shigeki asking to be picked up from God-Knows-Where.
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13 Nov 2025