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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    A/U : A world where Hollanov breakup before they even get together

     

    There is no version of "them" that survives the real world. Shane has convinced himself of that. He’s traded the possibility of holding Ilya’s hand in a silent art gallery for the right to hoist a trophy in a screaming arena. He sees the end coming even if Ilya doesn't, so he steps up to be the villain the one to call timeout on their impossible fantasy. But looking at the wreckage in Ilya’s expression as he says the words, Shane realizes he hasn't saved them from anything. He’s just destroyed the only thing that mattered.

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    24 Feb 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 92

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    A few years ago, Ilya asked what would happen if he asked for a divorce, as a joke. Shane stared at him, expressionless, and said he’d kill him. Ilya laughed, but he felt it low in his belly - a dark, hot thrill. Shane didn’t crack a smile.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    “Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”

    Hayden stops, so Shane does too.

    “You don’t know who that was?” 

    Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer. 

    “Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious. 

    Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”

    “At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke. 

    “He’s a porn star, man.” 

    “A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?” 

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    Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.

    Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.

    “Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”

    Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Bonito

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    It's been a year since Ga On and Yo Han got a divorce. They live separately - Yo Han lives with Elijah and Ga On moved out with their adopted son Seo Joon. Even though they aren't on good terms, they've been handling sharing the time with their kids pretty well, but Yo Han's move to another country is definitely an inconvenience.

    Ga On hasn't seen Yo Han ever since that move and he's not happy that he has to start flying to Switzerland every once in a while so that their son can see Yo Han. Because going there means staying with his ex-husband who he resents, but they promised each other to make an effort for the kids.

    Seeing Yo Han again makes all of his feelings resurface and he's basically going through the divorce emotionally all over again, reminiscing the good old times, which isn't really good for him.

    Ga On promised himself to move on, since that seems to be what Yo Han wants, but Ga On just can't bring himself to do that. After all, he's the one who was basically dumped.

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    23 May 2025

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