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- Joker Out (Band) (4)
- Käärijä (Musician) (2)
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The second edition of the Joker Out pride project, where I (try to) post a chapter for every day of June.
The prompts are pinned on my Tumblr
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Sometimes he goes too far. Music is his passion, it grounds him, but sometimes can lose himself in it. Nace’s there to pull him down when music makes him float.
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Jan is overwhelmed on stage and panics.
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I'm organizing a pride project for the joker out/käärijä fandom; the details are all on my Tumblr @ alexiguessss and in the Tumblr tag 'JO Pride Project'
I'd love for people to join me, even just for one of the days, there are writing and art prompts.I'm planning on mainly doing the writing prompts, but I might throw some other things in there.
This is my way of forcing myself to write fiction for the first time since I was nine.
Happy Pride everyone -
A Collection of Poetry Drabbles by Alexeaglel
Fandoms: Joker Out (Band), Käärijä (Musician)
09 Feb 2024
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A small bundle of some poems. Mostly related to bojan/käärijä, but of course, its up for your interpretation.
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- Part 2 of Found beneath the Moon
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I felt inspired to write and wanted to share. This is a very personal poem, but interpret it in any way you want.
My original inspiration came from
Salvation in Sacrilege by Anonymous (hereby your warning for explicit content):And, of course, my own experience
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- Part 1 of Found beneath the Moon
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- English
- Words:
- 149
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 2
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- 14
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Found beneath the Moon by Alexeaglel
Fandom Joker Out (Band), Käärijä (Musician), Original Work
09 Feb 2024
- Words:
- 216
- Works:
- 2
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Ilya Rozanov's Guide to Reinforcing the Closet by pink_starfish
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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“Are you… are you saying that you want to be in a relationship with Shane Hollander?” The room held a sort of tension, like everyone in it was holding their breath, waiting for Ilya to vehemently deny it.
The reporter had taken his words in the complete opposite way than Ilya had meant them, but he supposed he was too committed to stop now. “Of course not.”
“Of course.” The reporter parroted, laughing nervously.
“Obviously, we are already in a relationship.”
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In Ilya’s rookie season, he impulsively jokes about dating Shane to an invasive reporter. Then, he just… keeps doing it, since publicly announcing it enough times that everyone writes it off as a joke is a great way to hide a clandestine relationship.
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- English
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by Alexeaglel
12 Apr 2026
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Shane experiences a Autistic meltdown after the scene in Vegas which leads to their story being completely different.
Bookmarked by Alexeaglel
17 Mar 2026
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In which Shane Hollander yells at the montreal metros by spnispain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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"Did any of you think for a single moment about the fact that Ilya is from fucking Russia?”
The room was silent.
“Huh? No? That’s weird. What, Wilson, you are telling me you wouldn’t share a secret that would endanger Roby’s life? How weird.”
Shane looked around the room, staring each and every player in the eye. He was done being afraid; he was done being ashamed. They should be the ones cowering their gaze, not him."
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Homophobia, Russia, fear, and everything in between.
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- Part 1 of The downfall of the Voyageurs
- Part 2 of because Russia
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,766
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 246
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Bookmarked by Alexeaglel
16 Mar 2026
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Weeks later, when the news finally breaks, the headlines will call it a “catastrophic brain injury”.
They’ll analyze the hit from every angle, trying to find just what went so wrong. It was clean, it was legal… and yet it somehow slammed Shane Hollander into the ice hard enough to end his career.
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or, another take on shane’s injury in episode 5 being much, much worse.
- Language:
- English
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- 17,773
- Chapters:
- 4/5
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Bookmarked by Alexeaglel
09 Mar 2026
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Sometimes, their acceptance of him is almost a death sentence. Because he tells himself there’s nothing wrong – because they say there’s nothing wrong.
That’s just AJ. We’ve all got our quirks. He’s always been like that.
Maybe that’s why AJ hasn’t tried to explain the clear differences in the way he processes the world compared to everyone else. Because these three friends who have long since earned the title of family have never made a big deal out of it. They joke about it, sure, because they wouldn’t be good friends if they didn’t do that.
(But they worry about him, sometimes. Quietly – like they’re not sure they’re meant to.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 47,486
- Chapters:
- 15/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 221
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- 28
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Bookmarked by Alexeaglel
12 Feb 2026

