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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    What is the greatest loss of them all?

    When Jiang Cheng returns to Lotus Pier, rebuilt into a hollow imitation of what it once was, he sighs, drawing it long and heavy, because now he knows the answer. The greatest loss is not the crumbling of walls or the fading of memories. It is the crushing realization that, despite everything, he is utterly alone.

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    Jiang Cheng and Jin Ling are all each other have.

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    29 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    After rescuing Merlin from Morgana's fortress in Ismere, Lancelot and Merlin find themselves stranded in the wilderness, and are forced to confront their feelings. 

    Or: homoeroticism on ice!

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    19 Nov 2025

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    "You two do know it's not Misrule, right?"

    Merlin and Gwen swap bodies. Arthur is normal about it.

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    15 Jul 2025

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    Trevor and Sypha return to Dracula's castle, and discover that something strange and terrible has happened while they were gone. Something that has left Alucard miserable and determined to be alone.

    They're not going to stand for that.

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    26 Mar 2025

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    "Xichen has loved his brother so much he thinks his heart might bear him ill will at this point. He will always ache when he is gone, like one of his arms is missing. He will try to soothe his brother’s troubled heart for a thousand years, if loving this boy is what will bring Wangji the most happiness, but it pricks at him like a doctor’s needles to see his brother’s open devotion treated like nothing by its very object."

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    Lan Xichen and the brother he loved and nearly lost.

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    11 Mar 2025

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