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    There was something on both their minds, as it turned out. So when Will brought up the topic of the party and their family, Mike agreed completely with his fear.

    They’re going to keep their relationship a secret so they can work things out themselves, and because they can’t afford for their relationship to get out. Not now, not while they’re only thirteen and living with their parents. No one will know, not until they’re older and can handle the problems that come with having a relationship like theirs.

    No one is going to find out.

    or;

    Mike and Will start a relationship, its not like their friends are attentive enough to every pick up on it.

    Or are they?

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    14 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 81

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    “I can’t, I can’t do this.” Shane looks down at his feet, panting, looking so fucking beautiful and Ilya aches. Shane is ripping his heart out, gripping it tight in his hand how he is Ilya’s t-shirt.

    “Hollander,” Ilya says, and it’s a plea. It’s I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it, I shouldn’t have said it, come back.

    “I’m sorry,” Shane breathes, his eyes screwed shut like if he looks at Ilya, he’ll break. Will come running back to the couch. But he doesn’t want that, doesn’t want Ilya, so he turns and leaves and Ilya is alone.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    In the months between Sochi and Vegas 2014, Shane Hollander decides he’s done watching Ilya from a distance.
    He stops waiting.
    Told through alternating POV, this fic explores what happens when Shane moves on, and what it does to Ilya to realize he doesn’t get to decide where Shane stays.
    It was never just sex. It was never just a game.
    And when Shane finally chooses steadiness, it changes the rules.
    And who is that man?

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    Shane is trying to build something honest.
    Ilya is trying not to lose him.
    And the silence they used to live inside is no longer an option.

    filled with angst. slow burn.

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    14 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    "would it be inappropriate to say i think your hands look really sexy like this?"

    ilya raised his eyebrows, turning to see shane going slightly pink at his own admission. well, that was interesting. he reached up, brushing the backs of his bruised knuckles over shane's lips teasingly, and watched as shane licked his lips as he pulled them away. 

    "you like this?" he asked, smirking.

    "well, i kinda had a thing for your hands anyway," shane admitted, shrugging slightly, "but, yeah, i don't know. it's hot." 

    "noted."

    or: shane has a thing for ilya's hands

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    14 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Shane wearing glasses makes Ilya unbelievably horny.

    cue Shane getting his face fucked within an inch of his life.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander expects a new assistant coach, not a European legend with a reputation for discipline and a kinky rumor nobody can confirm.
    One late-night Google search turns curiosity into obsession — and by the time Shane meets Ilya Rozanov on the ice, it’s already too late to pretend he isn’t intrigued.
    Ilya is a strict coach, and this stirs something in Shane, making him second-guess everything he knew about himself.

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    13 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 91

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    Shane rides Ilya into a religious experience, and into the headboard.

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    Ilya finally gets his bell rung back.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    After two games lost because of Ilya's antics, Shane decides to torture him via his appearance on The Tonight Show while Ilya is back home in Ottawa.

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    11 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 30

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    Ilya and Shane are officially boyfriends.

    They wake up tangled together, and end up in the freezing lake because Ilya refuses to let Shane have a normal morning.

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    10 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 52

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    The sound of gloves hitting the ice isn’t in itself a surprise; Ilya knows the team have been extra mouthy today and some of the chirps have been heavy handed even by his standards, so a fight was inevitable really. He is almost more surprised it took this long, and that he isn’t the instigator but what really catches him off guard is turning around to see Shane Hollander leaping across the ice at Marleau.

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    A not so friendly friendly game between Boston and Montreal ends in a frustrating loss for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rosanov however is having a great time; he won and he got to watch Shane Hollander fight someone. If only Shane was as happy about it as Ilya is.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    “Is this about the choking thing?” Shane asks. “I only said no to that because I’m not letting you compromise my fucking airway during sex.”

    “But it is not compromising your airway when my dick is in your throat?”

    “No. This is why you lost today, because that’d be my esophagus, not my trachea,” Shane corrects. He’s such an asshole sometimes, Ilya loves it. “Anyways, I don’t think we do anything kinky?”

    Ilya abruptly feels like he’s lost the plot. “Hollander, I am pretty sure we do.”

    shane has a bad call. afterwards, ilya makes sure he gets what he needs.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Ilya swallowed audibly. “Maybe it will do nothing.”

    “Yes,” Shane said suddenly, like he hadn’t thought of the possibility. “You’re right, it’s…they’re probably just sugar pills. A placebo. They can’t legally sell anything more than that…right?”

    Or, Ilya receives a bottle of gas station erectile dysfunction pills as a birthday gag gift.

    Shane accidentally takes one. By accident. As a mistake.

    There are consequences.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of thebolterbibi collection
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    05 Jan 2026

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    Ilya decides to make Shane jealous, and Shane won't let him get away with it.

    Or - the whiny, pathetic top Ilya fic where Shane makes Ilya beg for it.

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    05 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 77

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    Ilya was going to end things with Shane. It just happens before the game.

    When Shane gets hurt, fate gives Ilya a second chance he doesn't earn.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive—NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at a Manhattan 7-Eleven. He's too tired to notice that his new regular customer is clearly Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee.

    When Ilya gives him a $10k scarf and gloves, Shane sells them for rent money. Any normal person would be terrified. Ilya is fascinated.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    “You are sick,” Ilya said slowly, enunciating every word. He sprayed another stream of water into his mouth, and Shane couldn’t help but stare at the way his throat moved. He felt hypnotized, trapped in Ilya’s stare, and the other man put the bottle down. “Have you scene before, Shane Hollander?”

    Shane’s expression crumpled before he could wrestle it back under control. He cleared his throat, his stomach cramping uncomfortably. “Have I what? Have--scened with someone? What do you mean?”

    “You are sub,” Ilya spoke with the water bottle waving, his voice casual. He ignored Shane’s defensive posture, gesturing to the trash can. “Sub get sick when not scene. When no Dom to scene with,” Ilya trailed off, looking Shane up and down, lingering on his collarless throat before continuing. “Is…unhealthy.”

    In a world where subs, Doms, and Switches are biologically determined, subs are not accepted within a Dom-oriented sport like hockey.

    Sub Shane Hollander keeps his designation hidden, but when confronted with Dom Ilya Rozanov, he can't fight his designation for long.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    He thinks of Ilya’s commanding tone: “Hollander, here”, “take it for me”, or Shane’s personal favorite, “kneel.” Shane, through all these years, has been amazed that to Ilya these little commands are so casual, just a part of fucking for him. To Shane, these words are all consuming. They shut off the hyperactive part of his brain and he can just… enjoy. Ilya takes over, makes Shane feel good, uses Shane to feel good, and Shane goes gooey for it every time. He’s never known peace like getting railed by Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane knows you can't eat your cake and have it, too. He knows that asking too much of Ilya would be plain selfish. Knows that asking to be told exactly what to do so he can shut his brain off isn't normal. And Ilya... well he doesn't think Shane knows shit.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Shane’s fingers worked at the straps of his gloves before he could stop them.

    They hit the ice with a dull thud, and Ilya turned.

    “Well,” Ilya said, voice low, almost pleased. “Why the fuck not.”

    Shane loses his temper and gets physical with Ilya on the ice, risking the perfect reputation he’s worked so hard to maintain.

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    31 Dec 2025

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