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Dazai’s leg stretches out, foot resting against the zipper of Chuuya’s pants. The smirk remains. “Take these off,” sings Chuuya’s siren. “I want to feel you.”
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(or: dazai wears lingerie chuuya picked out for him. chuuya ruins him as a reward.)
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16 Jan 2023
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There’s an itch that Dazai yearns to scratch. It burns at the back of his throat, rising like bile and choking him from the inside out. He tries his best to quell it, to stave it off with rope that digs into his skin, water that fills his lungs, drugs that alter his brain. He tries and tries again. But it’s not enough. It’s never enough.
His need isn’t filled, the urge persists, the voices don’t quiet.
So then, Chuuya.
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- Part 2 of Filed Under NSFW
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16 Jan 2023
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It's a bit of a blow to a person's ego to find out their sexual partner has been faking it this whole fucking time.
Chuuya comes to a realisation and tries to rectify it.
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- 1/1
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06 Jan 2023
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You Drew Stars Around My Scars (but now I’m bleeding) by the_most_happy for Written_in_ink
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
24 Aug 2020
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He can’t stop, not now, so the detective keeps moving. He has to do something with his legs before his body can move on its own and out of sheer desperation: then, Dazai is pretty sure he'd fall on his knees to beg.
He’s been on his knees for Chuuya countless times, before and after their reunion, but that was different.
Now— now Dazai would gladly curl on the floor and bow and beg Yosano to save his partner no matter the cost. Might the entire world burn, he’ll try.
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- 1/1
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15 Dec 2022
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“I think I’m hungry,” he says tentatively. On cue, his stomach makes an offensive rumbling sound in agreement. “Chuuya’s not going to let me starve, is he?”
“Fucking freeloader,” Chuuya snaps at him. But he’s cooking for two. He always does. It’s very romantic. “Go set the table. And wash your damn hands, you waste of bandages.”
Or: Dazai and Chuuya through the years.
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- Part 4 of connecting the dots
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02 Dec 2022
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Pressed this close, he can scent the light fragrance of scotch and melancholy that clings to Dazai's flesh adoringly, let himself for a few beats mellow at the incandescent heat the detective always emanates, nuzzling closer than before. It lures him in like a beacon on a stormy winter night, the ever tender skin under his tongue, the vestige of intimacy he's tasted on those chapped lips far too many and too few times before.
He's always hated it, how easy it was to forget every awful thing about his partner once their bodies were tangled in the soft haven of quiet rooms where hands only long to touch and mouths lose words against one another, but he's helpless to it all the same.
Or, the first time Chuuya takes Dazai back into his bed four years after Dazai's betrayal of the port mafia.
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01 Nov 2022
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Post-BSD 101. Everyone has their own breaking point, has their own limit as to what they could tolerate from him. He just didn’t think that such a thing applied to Chuuya.
[or: in the aftermath of the Meursault escape, Chuuya cuts off ties completely with Dazai, so Dazai has to do his best to worm back into his heart.]
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14 Sep 2022
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GOOD BAD (little bit of both I guess) by BanishedImmortal, Val_A5158
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
09 Sep 2022
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During an out-there mission that required Soukoku’s expertise, Dazai gets himself stuck between a rock and a hard place with Chuuya being the only one who can help him-
But it’s not like he’ll do it for nothing..
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- Part 1 of Chuuya’s 30 Days
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10 Sep 2022
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Bottom of The Deep Blue Sea by arkastadt for Val_A5158
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Apr 2021
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Dazai claims that he is immune to crying. Chuuya bets he can change that.
Or, the one in which Chuuya fucks Dazai until he cries.
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- Part 6 of Prompts/Requests
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09 Sep 2022
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After a suicide attempt, Dazai is cast away to work at the lighthouse his great uncle had owned in the north of the mythical Shimane prefecture. He's not even in the town, he's three nautical miles away from the nearest port, always overlooking a populace that he supposes he can never be a part of.
Dazai finds that this esoteric ward he does not acknowledge offers more surprises than creeping loneliness. When the body of a man washes up on his beach, it seems that fortune has offered him a hand in repairing a piece of himself he has come to tolerate through the eyes of someone who has no idea what it means to be a human.
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- Part 1 of Silver Soul
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- English
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- 182,693
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- 25/25
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20 May 2022
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The Challenges of Commissioner Ayato by QweenLunula
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
17 Dec 2021
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Ayato increases his own workload and Ayaka decides to step in and put Thoma in charge of taking care of him.
Continuation Has Ended (The Genuine Personality I Want to Know)Series
- Part 1 of Into Inazuma
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14 Nov 2021
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10 Nov 2021
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to please the fools and puzzle the wise by lao_you_tiao
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
04 Nov 2021
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“Xian- no. Rex Lapis. Did you enjoy it, watching me make a fool of myself? And all for what? Your perverse pleasure?”
“Tartaglia of the Fatui Harbingers. It would do you well to stand down.”
The Tsaritsa, head of the Russian Mafia, sends her Eleventh Harbinger to assassinate the elusive founder of Liyue Corporation in China. Tartaglia makes contact with an informant, a mysterious man named Zhongli, and it all unravels from there.
When Tartaglia finds out about the web of lies, he fucking loses it.
[multichap planned]
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04 Nov 2021
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Because of reasons, Childe's official duties as a Fatui Harbinger now include spending a week as Thoma and Ayato's plaything.
Chapter 15: Area man looks with his eyes and guest stars on Ace Attorney
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- 15/?
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02 Nov 2021
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Thoma spent the next week trying to get Ayato’s attention. At first, he felt pathetic. A second ago he hated the guy, but now he was bending over backwards (and inwards) to make the Kamisato boy break.
Ayato didn’t address it, whenever Thoma made a move he just turned crimson and averted his eyes. But sometimes, he would lift an eyebrow at Thoma and flirt back and holy fucking shit that was hot. It made the bending totally worth it.
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02 Nov 2021
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Zhongli, alias "Rex Lapis," is an undercover agent within the Liyue branch of the most infamous organized crime group in Teyvat: the Tsaritsa's Fatui. His Captain is none other than the bloodthirsty, powerful Childe. His mission is simple: to gain the trust of his Captain, then take him and his branch out. And yet, Zhongli becomes strangely drawn to Childe. How close is too close to the man you have to kill?
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27 Oct 2021
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A man is approaching him with a bundle of hardware, straps, and coiled ropes in his arms. He’s wearing a tailored suit — definitely expensive — but missing a tie, and his shirt is unbuttoned far enough for Zhongli to see a nasty set of scars that run across his chest. He’s very attractive, a little intimidating, and not at all what he’d imagine an accountant would look like-This can’t be the accountant, can it?
Zhongli finds it difficult to ask for what he wants. Maybe this mysterious accountant will be able to help.
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- Part 1 of After Hours
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27 Oct 2021
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December 21st. 10 days before the fall of Liyue.
Childe holds his dagger with shaking hands as he stands over the peaceful sleeping figure, close to tears. One stab and his mission will be considered successful. Just one stab. Right in the prince’s beating heart.
His blue eyes runs over the body, trying to capture the prince’s unblemished pale skin, eyes akin to Cor Lapis and hair black as ebony into his memory. However, with just a whisper of his name in a dream’s daze, the assassin collapses to the floor and lets out a broken laugh.
“The greed of wanting to grow old with you is extremely bitter, my dear prince.”
Or; Childe is sent as an undercover assassin to kill the prince of Liyue and overthrow the throne. Instead, he falls in love with said prince.
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08 Oct 2021
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Tartaglia of the Tsaritsas' Harbingers, a Shezhnaya crime organization, tasks him with infiltrating Liyue as a "transfer student" where he's challenged to find Rex Lapis, leader of the organization known as Morax, and kill him.
Problem is he has no information going into it and he's on his own here. To top it off, he has to masquerade as an average college student in dorm with a roommate that could blow his cover isn't what he'd call ideal.
Will he find Rex Lapis first or will he be the one caught?
Contains an 2 endings. One for ZhongChi and one ChiLi!
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07 Oct 2021
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Dear Xiao / Dear Ganyu,
By the time you open the letter, I will already be abroad. I accepted the undercover mission, which requires my assistance in Snezhnaya. I do not know how long I will be in this snowy land, I do not know if I will come back alive. I am sorry for not informing you earlier, but the mission is classified, I cannot tell you about the details. I will not contact you in the future, I have to destroy my phone as soon as I reach Northland. I hope we will meet, be it in 10 or 20 years. Do not be sad, even if I will get killed. You are my dear friends that changed my life, I am grateful I met you. Please live a happy life, do not worry about me. If we will not meet here, we would in our next lives.
Sincerely yours,
Zhongli.Bookmarked by AwkwardShipper
07 Oct 2021