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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    You know, at least a little, of how scary Rafayel can be. And there is a part of you that wants to feel it too. The loss of control, the complete surrender. To feel the caress of his voice against your ear, against your will, and know there can be no resistance. The thought has made you shake apart during nights you slept in your own bed, fingers of one hand buried deep while the other presses against your chest, neck, mouth in a facsimile of his touch.

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    You know Rafayel can hypnotize people, and you ask him to do it to you.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    heheheh lemurian raf doing freaky things yes please

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    "So he was a man of actions; you were too. Perhaps you could be content in this ambiguity."

    After a relatively serious injury on the job, Zayne invites you to stay at his place while you recover. He meets your other suitors and realizes he might actually have to talk about his feelings.

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    23 Apr 2025

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    I love the way Zayne is written in this in a way I can't describe. It's just so utterly IN CHARACTER! Like the best!

  3. Public Bookmark 79

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    Caleb and Amaryllis spend the night together, and in the morning, an explosion levels the house she grew up in. Her family is destroyed. Caleb is gone, and her world crumbles - but she soon discovers that he's left behind something precious.

    Life doesn't wait for her to heal, and Lissie is far from ready to be a mother, but she isn't alone. Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel, Sylus... their love has followed her across time and space. Friendship and support in her grief grow into genuine love, and together, they all build a life worth keeping.

    But nothing is easy. Lissie is haunted by vivid dreams, and each of them struggles with their scars. Something dangerous lurks on the periphery; mysterious plots threaten disaster... and the man she loved from childhood, thought long dead, isn't quite buried.

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    06 Jun 2025

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    I love this story it is PEAK! Monster Raf, monster Sylus, ZAYNE AND XAVIER MY LOVES!!! Love it!

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    Zayne's gaze is soft but cold. Snow rather than ice. “Don’t run away again. Next time you’re menstruating, stay with me.”

    “I bleed through everything,” I warn him. “Maternity clothes. Adult diapers. My sweat stinks. Even in summer, I need hot water bottles. And all I can eat is chicken soup.”

    “Noted.” He nods. “I’ll stock up on all those things.”

    “You really don’t mind?”

    “You don’t need to be embarrassed. I’m here for you,” he hushes. “We’ll get through this together.”

    Moments between MC/Zayne based on my own experiences with endometriosis. Full of pain and fluff.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Love these sorta of soft stories

  5. Public Bookmark 90

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    The ocean gives up one of its oldest secrets—and the Lemuria Institute calls it a specimen.

    Mira Calder calls him Rafayel.

    He is proud, furious, breathtaking, and far too intelligent for the tank they’ve placed him in. Their first encounters are all teeth and defiance, but somewhere between the experiments, the shattered glass, and the fragile attempts at communication, Mira finds the beginnings of a bond she never expected.

    And Rafayel, king of the abyss, finds a reason to look at a surface-dweller without hatred.

    A slow descent into discovery, danger, and a connection that might drown them both.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    I love lemurian/monster raf I LOOOOVVVEEE it