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“Helen knew how… scared you were. She didn’t want to spook you, which is why she waited. She loved you after knowing you for only a few months, but knew if she took that step forward, you would…”
“But I didn’t,” Carol said. “I didn’t run.”
“No,” Zosia said quietly. “You didn’t.”
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30 Dec 2025
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3 years after Zosia leaves her, Carol and Manousos find a cure. Carol learns to live with the emptiness.
A definitely unrealistic drabble of a take on an almost-happy ending for Carol (and the show.)
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- Part 2 of carol & the end of the end of the world
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30 Dec 2025
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“I didn’t keep most of the memories. Other people’s memories. I get flashes of big things, births, deaths. Except about you.”
Carol feels the confusion slip onto her face. Nervousness creeps up her spine again. “Me?”
“I know everything that anybody has ever thought about you, Carol. Every memory. Every feeling. Helen. Your ex-girlfriends. Your dentist. It’s like I have a Carol encyclopedia in my head.”
Carol had thought that she was done experiencing fresh horrors. What a nightmare it is to realize that she is not. “Oh, god.” She says.
“Oh, god,” Zosia agrees.
After they manage to break Zosia free of the hive, Zosia and Carol try to navigate the field of landmines that is their relationship.
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28 Dec 2025
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What was the difference, really, if Helen was there? Could she find her in there, somewhere? Her Helen inside of Zosia’s mouth, those pinkish lips that were parted around white teeth, a warm tongue.
Hands reached out in search of her, climbing up Zosia’s body until Carol found her neck and reached around it, pulled her closer all at once.
“Carol—”
“Don’t say anything,” she said, slurred words still harsh in delivery. “Just kiss me.”
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26 Dec 2025
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Carol drew near and loomed over the unresisting woman. Zosia’s eyes, delicate and expectant, looked up at her. She looked tall from down here. Imposing, even. It was apt for a personality as big as hers. The world shrank under the weight of it.
“Zosia,” Carol said. Slow, like she was pronouncing it for the first time. “Do you know that you’re pretty?”
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or: What if Zosia interrupted Carol's Thiopental vlog? A variation on 1x04 from Zosia's POV.
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15 Dec 2025